Wants or Pain?

  Is our thoughts something we want or is it a pain?  I'm reminded of Paul's thorn in the flesh.  That would be a pain, right?

  Because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, for this reason, to keep me from exalting myself, there was given me a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me—to keep me from exalting myself!  Concerning this I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might leave me.  And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast in my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.  Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions and hardships, for the sake of Christ, for when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:7-10

  Clearly Paul did not want the messenger from Satan to torment him.  The weakness  of Paul had something to do about the flesh.  This pain humbled Paul in a way that he saw himself not worthy to be exalted among the people who heard Paul speak.  The territory that Paul covered could also make an evangelist prideful.  Acts 29, a chapter cut off by Roman influence, said Paul spoke in London Britain and to the Druids.  Yahusha Hamashia's power cannot be found in pride filled people because the proud is filled with self. 

1. Self-esteem.

2. Self-respect 

3. Self-image.

4. Self-interest 

5. Self-identity 

6. Self-worth.

  This all leads to Self-worship.  Paul did not expect for a cathedral to be named after him on the spot where he brought the message of Yahusha Hamashia to London England.  Paul wasn't a perfect evangelist but through Yahusha Hamashia, he delivered a message that was beyond what Paul could do in his own.  

The Problem 

  The problem with our wants is our self.  It's one thing to be humbled by a pain in the flesh, but it's another to desire the pain in the flesh.  Thorn, as written by Paul in the Greek, was only used one time in the Bible.  There's not much we can learn from other verses.

  Masochism is a word created in the 19th century because of a writer called Leopold von Sacher-Masoch.  He described his enjoyment of his own pain and humiliation.

  Then they came to the other side of the sea, into the region of the Gerasenes.  And when He got out of the boat, immediately a man from the tombs with an unclean spirit met Him, who had his dwelling among the tombs. And no one was able to bind him anymore, even with a chain because he had often been bound with shackles and chains, and the chains had been torn apart by him and the shackles broken in pieces, and no one was strong enough to subdue him.  And constantly, night and day, among the tombs and in the mountains, he was crying out and gashing himself with stones.  And seeing Jesus from a distance, he ran up and bowed down before Him; and crying out with a loud voice, he said, “What do I have to do with You, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I implore You by God, do not torment me!”. Mark 5:1-7

  It's interesting how self inflicted pain and humiliation was okay with the demon possessed man but not with the appearance of Yahusha Hamashia.  This  possessed man feared torment in a way he was not comfortable with.  

  It is said that someone who has been bullied, neglected, or mocked might internalize those negative voices and learn to mistreat and judge themselves in the same way.  

  Did you catch that?  The victim internalized voices.  The victim keeps those voices alive by listening to demonic spirits.  Self-abasement is humiliating oneself when one feels lower or less deserving of respect.  The desires for self-abssement and masochism comes from Narcissistic power figures and corruption. 

  The question is, why do law breakers move to corrupt cities over functional law abiding cities? 

  It's the same reason why the demons in the man in Mark 5 wanted to enter pigs who immediately killed the pigs.  The area was a comfort zone.  The demons would move on to find another victim to inhabit.  Maybe next time a leader who will then be caught in an embarrassing situation.  Those same demons are probably still there to this day.  

  These cities continue on up to the point where the percentage of demonic people raises to the point where Yahuah Elohiym speaks it out of existence like that of Sodom and Gomorrah.  Other times it just lays there like in the USA.  Taxes rise and neighborhoods fall apart.  This happens to the point where the taxes in just a few years are more than the worth of the property.  Vacant buildings are vandalize and stripped of copper for a few dollars.  Stores become targeted to the point of where they abandon the building.  Between theft and taxes bleeding money, abandonment is only a one time loss.

  The question is, how can someone fix the desires of corrupted flesh, corrupted government and corrupted worship.  You know the answer.  His name is called Yahusha Hamashia or Jesus Christ.  But like the demon possessed man, people are tormented by the light that exposes the darkness inside people's soul.  If it is stupid and backwards, it has Satan's name written all over it.  

  Satan wanted to destroy Paul one way or another.  Satan's attack would be pride or something of the flesh.  The only thing that saved Paul was grace from Yahuah Elohiym.  Paul's weakness created an atmosphere where pride couldn't grow.  Grace is the Living Water and the Bread of Life that sustained Paul in his weakness.  

  To many people allow themselves to be victims of narcissistic leadership.  Pride filled leaders believe in things that bring lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh and more pride.  The results are theft, death and destruction. 

  The oil industry for example.  Bad leadership stops exploration and cost reduction and then taxes the oil industry because of the high of fuel.  False promises are given to the people like these narcissists are actually going to bring relief.  What they bring is bondage.  

  Now a good to leader would promote cost reduction in the production of fuel for trucks, cars and buildings.  These savings would then be passed on to the customer.  Food production would have lower costs, in turn food costs would go down.  Everyone who has a job would be rewarded.  

  But what happens in narcissistic government is that senior citizens are punished with low income while invaders are rewarded with prosperity without working.  If it's backwards and stupid, it's of Satan.  People must first reject the oppression of their past oppressors by believing in Yahusha Hamashia.  People must overcome the demons that torment and humiliate them if it's a pain or if it's a pleasure.  

  The question is, do you know what Joy is when it comes from Yahusha Hamashia? 

  

What is Soul Debt and New Identity?

  If you have experience with the Holy Bible, your vocabulary includes nouns like Soul and Spirit.  If not, you probably use the word Karma and karmic debit. Karmic debit is "the belief that misdeeds and mistakes made by your spiritual being in the past lives are carried to the next life.". The truth is that we are born unholy because Satan scammed Eve into bondage spiritually and physically.  Adam surrender to Eve who then had the Spirit of Seduction.  The common thread is that people are born indebted to spiritual darkness of their ancestors.  Their past sins can hurt you.  

  Self-awareness, honesty, therapeutic practices attempting to heal and transform the negative patterns into positive ones cannot change or clear the debt of bad karma or what Christians call born into sin.  It is awareness of Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ that brings honesty, cleansing of sin, healing and transforming your soul.  

  There is only one God, however Christians believe that one God is Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  His name is Yahuah Elohiym.  Elohiym is a plural noun.  There are many dimensions in creation.  Yahuah Elohiym can appear in all of them.  Yahusha Hamashia is Yahuah Elohiym in the flesh.  His flesh was provided by the Virgin Mary.  Yahusha provide His own Y chromosome.  

  The Holy Spirit is seven spirits.  All but one Spirit is feminine in description.  The other one is a Deity Noun.  The point being, Adam and Eve was made in the likeness of Yahuah Elohiym.  We can regain that by loosing the spiritual debt we are born with.   This is why we must be Born Again.  The second birth clears us from Soul Debt.  You may understand it in this way, by being born again, bad karma is erased.  It's nothing we can do except to Believe in Yahusha Hamashia and receive salvation by His sacrifice.  

  When we are Born Again, we are born with a new Spirit of Faith.  This Spirit is feminine in description if you are male or female according to your DNA.  This is because this Spirit came out of you.  Your Spirit of Faith is in Yahusha Hamashia, not yourself.  

  Spirit does not have flesh.  However you might recognize your Faith in a dream where she is there to assist you.  Her sister is the spirit of Purity.  Faith will offer you things that look small in its effort.  Purity will get in your way and you may cause her to stumble.  Your way is still one of the flesh. Thinking like a human leads you back into Spiritual debt.  

  Spiritual debt is a spiritual abyss that  you  can feel inside of you.  It's also a place where you go once you leave your body.  There's nothing of the flesh that can fill that void or prevent you from going there after death.  Your soul needs to have a new house, a new body to avoid the spiritual cesspool.  

  Faith is born within us.  It's a new consciousness that can understand things not said or not seen.  It's more than the biochemistry of our brain.  Faith is Spirit that originated from within us.  But if we hold her within us, she cannot work.   Faith without works is dead.  Our Faith should be in Yahusha Hamashia where there is Life.  If Faith is in Government, she works in vain.  Government is no greater than the people's hearts that control it. 

  Sometimes we loose contact of Faith.  It's like she has been cut off from us.  This is a huge problem.  Out of a sense of loss, we question what our identity is.  Here are some verses that have something we can learn about our identity.  

 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, they are a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.  2 Corinthians 5:17 

  This verse backed up the fact that when we do believe in Yahusha Hamashia, we are re-created.  It's interesting how not to many people explore this new creation.  It's like pastors and priests want to manipulate us into staying baby lambs that will nurse of any sheep and follow any shepherd.  The Antichrist Spirit has no lambs of it's own, so that thing permits being a false nanny.  Once a sheep gives birth, she will push away all that isn't hers.  This is seen in the story of the Ten Virgins.  Five wise, five foolish.  Those that did not have oil, giving their light, are rejected.  This oil and light is the Holy Spirit in us.  Light does not cast a shadow.  This is saying, you cannot fake having the Holy Spirit within you.  

  I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20

  Our old nature is dead when becoming born again.  If it's not truly dead, it will want to return to it's flesh. Being Born Again is the day Soul Debt is no longer a liability held against us.  Our Soul is given a new Spirit that doesn't have this Soul Debt or past Karma attached to it.  By Yahuah of Hosts becoming flesh, this provided a way to connect with Him and cut our ties to Satan.  

  For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.  Ephesians 2:10

  Yahuah Elohiym doesn't change.  This is seen over and over if we look for it.  First we see Adam and Eve created.  Adam was created and then Eve was built out of Adam.  This was patterned after Yahuah.  This is the only true name we have for the Creator God.  Other  names are descriptive names.  Yahuah was, is, and is to come.  The Holy Spirit, I believe was built out of Yahuah.  The only multidimensional Deity became Elohiym this is why the Holy Spirit has feminine nouns for names. These words fall short describing Yahuah Elohiym.  Why should we as a new creation not have a similar build about us?  Yahusha had the Holy Spirit upon Him.  This Spirit can be upon us also.  The question is, what is the transition between our Spirit and the Holy Spirit.  This would be the Spirit of Purity and Faith.  We need to understand Yahuah Elohiym's work and that it is done within Yahusha.  

   For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.  2 Timothy 1:7

  Yahuah gave us a Spirit of Power, a Spirit of Love, and a Spirit of Self control.  These are not my words.  It is thought that Paul wrote them to Timothy.  It's not that Timothy did not understand, sometimes things need to be said for others to see it.  All to often people control others by the Spirit of Fear and then wonder why they feel dead. 

  But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God,  John 1:12

  To be a child of Yahuah Elohiym is to become something more amazing than what we can imagine.  The problem is, we have changed and still see through eyes of flesh.  The Spirit of Fear deceives us into staying like that of our old nature.  

  But whoever is united with the Lord is one with him in spirit.  1 Corinthians 6:17

  This small verse speaks volumes.  Whoever, this is to say every race, male and female.  United, this is saying a Spiritual bond between Yahuah Elohiym and the person as in a personal relationship.  This cuts out calling anyone a Priest or Father.  We have no Pope or High Priest.  Yahusha Hamashia is our High Priest and King of Kings.  One in Spirit, is saying how this relationship is united.  This is a quantum entanglement of the Spirits.  If Spirit is an energy, two points of energy can travel along the same pathway.  If Spirit is light, two points of light will not cast the shadow off the other point of light.  What we are speaking about is a Spiritual Continuum.  Within the Spiritual Continuum are things beyond imagination.  

  For now, let us understand the Spirit of Purity and the Spirit of Faith a little farther.  Faith is our spiritual five senses.  Purity is Holiness and Righteousness.  It's like Spiritual DNA.  It's beyond information with the capability of going beyond the horizon of normal human consciousness.  

  "For it is by grace you have been saved, through Faith — and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God — not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." Ephesians 2:8-10

  Did you hear that? Our Faith was created by Yahuah Elohiym.  This is why our Spirit of Faith is in Yahusha Hamashia.  We have a quantum entanglement with our Spirit of Faith.  Faith is living, this is why it is a Spirit.

  "Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

  We as humans cannot see Spirit.  This verse is describing our connection with or Spirit of Faith.  We can go in confidence and  assurance, having a memory of what our Spirit of Faith is. 

  "And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him" Hebrews 11:6

  Our Spirit of Faith is our way of knowing Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym.  Without this experience through Faith, we are Satan's abused child.  It is impossible for that creature to please Yahuah Elohiym.  The instructions are clear.  It's our belief in Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym that sets us up for the Gift of Faith.  

  Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Matthew 5:8

  This small verse has a huge promise of seeing Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym.  This Spirit of Purity is made known to us by the ability to overcome corrupt desires.  It comes by Yahusha Hamashia making Atonement for us before Yahuah Elohiym.  So that we are blameless before Him.  Our Spirit of Faith Purity are baptized in the Holy Spirit and Fire.  

  When canning cucumbers, they are baptized in vinegar, water and spices.  They are then baptized in Heat.  Once done the seal is checked.  This is an illustration of Faith and Purity.  We as believers in Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ are sealed.  Like cucumbers called pickles, we will not soften and rot.  We are preserved in Yahusha Hamashia the Living Water, the Word of Yahuah.  Soul Debt cannot touch us when sealed and preserved in Yahusha Hamashia.  

šāmayim

    Sāmayim is the Hebrew word for heaven.  In other words, what we see as the universe.  If we look at Hebrew letter meanings, there's clues on how our universe developed.  

  "Shin: the 21^st Hebrew letter is the letter of fire and transformation. Shin literally means tooth and its shape is 3 branches of flame. These are the 3 pillars of the tree of life, reaching high like flames, purifying and changing the condition of our lives, teaching us to become aligned with the Whole of Creation."

  Mem is chaos and/or water.  It can be speaking of water, water vapor, wisdom or knowledge.  

  Yod represents the hand or arm of Yahuah Elohiym who people call God.  

  All together the name of the universe spells out a violent beginning from a previous ending of another universe.  It was chaos followed by Yahuah Elohiym bringing the Universe into  temporary satisfaction of this universe.  I believe this universe is a shadow of a previous and future universe.  Who knows how many dimensions there is to it.  If asked how many dimensions, my answer would be three.  This is based upon the letter shin and that there is our own dimension, Paradise for those ascending into Life and the Abyss for those descending into Death.  

  The other night the Holy Spirit of Yahuah Elohiym had told me that the Army of Heaven is pure, uncorrupted while Satan's army is corrupted like Satan himself.  It was Heylel BenSahar a Cherub that corrupted his own wisdom who became Satan.  However nothing was said about his knowledge ever being corrupted.  Here you have the knowledge of good and evil.  It's uncorrupted knowledge undivided with corrupted wisdom.  Satan cannot create Life.  Satan is a prince of Darkness, servant of Death and Hell.  

  So who is Yahuah Elohiym and how are we able to know Him?  Here is a few verses Yahuah Elohiym mentioned for me to look up.  LSB translation. 

  

  Therefore if there is any encouragement in Christ, if there is any consolation of love, if there is any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and compassion,2 fulfill my joy, that you think the same way, by maintaining the same love, being united in spirit, thinking on one purpose,3 doing nothing from selfish ambition or vain glory, but with humility of mind regarding one another as more important than yourselves,4 not merely looking out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others.5 Have this way of thinking in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus,6 who, although existing in the form of God, did not regard equality with God a thing to be grasped,7 but emptied Himself, by taking the form of a slave, by being made in the likeness of men.8 Being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.9 Therefore, God also highly exalted Him, and bestowed on Him the name which is above every name,10 so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth,11 and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.12 So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling;13 for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.14 Do all things without grumbling or disputing,15 so that you will be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world,16 holding fast the word of life, so that in the day of Christ I will have reason to boast because I did not run in vain nor labor in vain.17 But even if I am being poured out as a drink offering upon the sacrifice and service of your faith, I rejoice and share my joy with you all.18 And you also, rejoice in the same way and share your joy with me.

  

  Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ existed in Yahuah the Father before the Virgin birth.  This dimension of Yahuah Elohiym became flesh.  But Adam's seed was not in Him.  Only Eve's seed was in Him through the Virgin Mary.  In this way Yahusha inherited everything that was in Mary's ancestry.  Having done my ancestry, it lead me to Joseph Ben-Joseph, the Virgin Mary's son.  Yahusha Hamashia in the flesh has title to many Kingdoms.  In the Spirit of Yahuah Elohiym He has title to Heaven and Earth including our Universe.  

  These facts pissed off Satan.  Satan just can't sit by with all that knowledge.  His desire is to corrupt all wisdom into his Reptilian image.  He wants Death to terminate Life because he takes in a percentage before that too is dead.  It was his idea to mix fallen angels with the DNA women to forge a hybrid.  But this past hybrid is a counterfeit of a future glorified human that is saved by the Grace of Yahusha Hamashia.  

  There will be a time in the future where our universe will pass away.  The vastness of Space doesn't give it billions of years to exist.  It's true that Yahuah Elohiym is eternal and the space around Him is eternal also.  However human science cannot test the age of eternity.  Creation science has said the age of the universe is very young.  This is true also.  Adam began his life only around 6000 years ago.  Creation science has much information that atheist science would call an anomaly or out of place.  I wrote this paragraph to say this.  If a day is like 1000 years and a 1000 years a day, our universe could be destroyed in a 24 hours up to a 1000 years.  

  But do not let this one fact escape your notice, beloved, that with the Lord one day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years like one day.  The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some consider slowness, but is patient toward you, not willing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.  But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, in which the heavens will pass away with a roar and the elements will be destroyed with intense heat, and the earth and its works will be found out.  2 Peter 3:8-10

  I strongly suggest that those reading this blog should seek the Truth in the Bible.  Search out answers in the Bible as you search knowledge out on the Internet.  But Wisdom does not come from the Internet.  

  But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him. James 1:5

  In other words, to receive Wisdom from Yahuah Elohiym, we don't need to pay any favors back to Him.  We don't need to suffer to gain wisdom.  In fact, the sum of our actions doesn't determine the wisdom and salvation we receive from the action Yahusha Hamashia did on the Cross and in the tomb.