The Good, The Bad and the Cold

   Matthew 24:1-14. And coming out from the temple, Yahusha was going along, and His disciples came up to point out the temple buildings to Him.  He answered and said to them, “Do you not see all these things? Truly I say to you, not one stone here will be left upon another, which will not be torn down.”

  Yahusha Hamashia was also a Prophet along with being the Lamb of Elohiym.  This Prophecy was fulfilled 14 April – 8 September 70 CE.  This is saying that the next prophecy will also happen.  It's probably happening now.  

  Now as He was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things happen, and what will be the sign of Your coming and of the end of the age?”

  This doesn't say if all or a few disciples came to Yahusha Hamashia.  In my heart I believe Peter, James and John was there.  It wouldn't surprise me if Mary Magdalene was also there.  

  Yahusha answered and said to them, “See to it that no one deceives you.  For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will deceive many.  And you are going to hear of wars and rumors of wars.  See that you are not alarmed, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end.

  What is interesting is that the disciples was warned about deception and it was prophesied that deception will take place before He, Yahusha returns to Earth.  The Apostle John died about 99 CE.  He lived another 29 years after the fall of Jerusalem.  Today as I write this blog, Judea called Israel is in a war again.  This current war is not going to end war no matter how many people are killed.  War will only escalate because of the rising deaths in both sides.  Deception is part of war.  People are deceived into war.  Sometimes war is funded by betrayal.  

   For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes.  But all these things are merely the beginning of birth pains.

  These events are happening now.  People in government misused funding for disaster relief by stacking the deck for future elections by sending selected immigrants to swing states.  A disaster happened, and now the government is short funding to help with people that was born here.  This verse is saying, you haven't seen anything yet.  It's going to get much worse.  

  “Then they will deliver you to tribulation, and will kill you, and you will be hated by all nations because of My name.

  I believe this is starting to happen.  The Bad will kill the good.  Notice why they desire to kill the good.  Remember Yahusha was speaking to the Disciples.  These men and women was hated by Romans and Jews.  They were a grassroots effort for a just society.  They were free from corruption.  In other words, if you wish to make government honest again, watch your back.  

  And at that time many will fall away and will betray one another and hate one another.  Many false prophets will arise and will deceive many.  And because lawlessness is multiplied, most people’s love will grow cold.

  Lawlessness is known as defunding the police.  When you see your city fall apart, it's only the beginning.  In the mix of everything, liberal pastors will be saying politically correct speech to milk the money and receive praise for spiritually useless things.  Satan's plan is to destroy love.  Without love, the world is just noice.  In other words, chaos.  At this point, nobody will see Antichrist and the False Prophet coming.  

  But the one who endures to the end, he will be saved.  And this gospel of the kingdom shall be proclaimed in the whole world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.

  Years ago the church was honest for the most part.  People at the grassroots level thought the church would evangelize the world.  Brave men and women gave their lives for Yahusha.  But most of the people growing cold is not all the people.  Lawlessness controls everything.  Anything registered as faith in Yahusha Hamashia will not be aloud free speech.  But somehow, all nations will hear the Gospel.  The question is, will they recognize the Truth?  

  The next verses speaks about the abomination of desolation.  It says to leave Jerusalem when this happens.  It's to the point of not returning to your house or apartment to collect some things.  Antichrist is the Satanic answer to Lawlessness.  Antichrist is the Satanic counterpart to Moses.  It will not be the Torah, it will be laws that are deceiving the people today and in the Tribulation.  

  Good people are not always saved in Yahusha Hamashia.  But yet bad people can get saved by Yahusha's sacrifice.  But the cold hearted people that really mess things up.  What is the mystery of a cold cold heart?  

  In Hank Williams song by the name Cold Cold Heart says, it's a doubtful mind that froze her heart.  She believed everything was an evil scheme.  Then we find out that she was hurt before.  Frustrated, unkind words are said, reinforcing her cold heart.  She causes pain to the one that loves her.  She wants to be loved but is afraid.  We find out that she is shackled to a memory.  Her lover drifts away in time.  The question is, I quote, "Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold-cold heart?"

  There will be people who doubt the return of Yahusha Hamashia.  Their first love that hurt her, the church, is called Religion.  Religion is what brought me Inquisition that killed many people of Faith.  Religion brought child abuse and treated women as prostitutes.  Religion is what brought a ten percent tax in the name of tithing.  The early church did not have a grand headquarters.  They didn't collect wealth on Earth.  But this is what people are shackled to.  It's Yahusha Hamashia that is knocking at the heart's door, not Religion.  The question remains.  Why can't Yahusha free your doubtful mind and melt your cold-cold heart?  

  Your answer is probably, doubt.  You doubt Yahusha Hamashia because so many people are against Him.  But yet it is these same people that will use you.  You are placed in a social ordering according to their discrimination.  If you care about anything, over time you will be burned out.  Then your heart will ice over.  It's  Yahusha Hamashia that can break the chains of Religion.  Antichrist and the False Prophet is/will be a State-Religion monarchy.  The monarchy of anarchy.  

  

  

The Sin of Pride, Liberty and Individualism

  Pride, liberty and individualism could be said that they are at the heart of being an American.  How could that be a sin?  When pride comes at the price of snubbing your nose at your neighbors, you basically discarded the Ten Commandments.  Giving aid to strangers at the cost of your neighbors and not yourself, you discarded the Ten Commandments.   Giving funds my marked for something else to gain power, you broken the Ten Commandments.  Aidun some and not  all in need is breaking the Ten Commandments.  The fat grumpy old white guy down the street is also your neighbor.   He too should receive compassion when the neighborhood is in need.  

  A theist is someone who believes in God.  An atheist is someone who doesn't believe in God.  What pride, liberty and individualism does is place self over everyone in the world.  What happens without Yahuah Elohiym, the God of this Universe and beyond,  is that people conform to the talking points of what they hear.  If they hear Liberal talking points they will be Liberal.  If they hear the words of a cult, they will become cult members.  This is why groups without Yahuah Elohiym try to silence others by theft, destruction and death.  Pride, liberty and individualism are at the heart of war.  

  Let's define liberty.  Liberty is free from oppression.  But if someone tries to impress their neighbors, that is passive oppression in my opinion.  Liberty is also being free from adversaries.  If it's all about self, you are an adversary to your neighbors.

  Liberty is make-believe.  It doesn't exist.  Helping yourself to riches and power, you are still a servant.  You are a slave to the grand manipulator or a slave to the Word of Yahuah Elohiym.  The question is, who is manipulating you?  Do you serve your flesh?  If you do you serve Satan because he corrupted your flesh through Adam.  If you serve Yahuah Elohiym through Yahusha Hamashia, you serve God's Word.  

  Now we are down to pride and Individualism.  The question is, does Individualism exist?  The answer is no.  Individualism does not exist in the real world.  Individualism is make-believe.  From the time you were born, you gave up the sound you made in trade for a language you heard.  You only choose another second language.  Then it's not a language of your own.  It's simply something you heard.  

  If someone promotes a cause, it's not a cause that they came up with.   It's a cause that someone else was doing, handed down from the neighborhood over time.  The answer is not making everyone think the same.  The answer is unity in diversity.  What holds neighbors or nations together from civil war is Loving your neighbors like how Yahusha Hamashia said to do.  It's not about self.   It's about being a collective society for the common good.  The common good is not special interest.   The heart of being an American is We the People.   We the People is not one chosen voice telling everyone how to think or telling everyone to be an individual.  It's not giving mixed messages of being an individual or a puppet of society.   We must be an individual using discernment because of the many messages trying to control us.  Yahusha is the Way, the Truth and the Life.  

  This leaves one very real thing, PRIDE.   Pride is puffed up.  It gives the feeling self importants.  The opposite of Pride is Meek.  It doesn't matter if you are a pompous jerk or a meek person.   Both have the chance and choice to advance in a free society.  It's the oppression in society that makes life unfair and without compassion.  Pride and oppression go hand in hand.  Meek doesn't associate with oppression.  Meek has a friend with the compassionate.  Compassion and oppression cannot coexist together in the same person.  Being meek doesn't say you are weak. It's the meek that have an awareness of wisdom, understanding and council.  The oppressive only have knowledge, corrupted wisdom and anger.  

  Pride, liberty and individualism is Satan worship unwittingly.  These people may be your neighbor doing the same thing you are, like doing Christmas.  We say Merry Christmas to this neighbor but avoid the neighbor not like your self.  Life isn't saying Merry Christmas once a year and being friendly among friends.  Compassion is little things like helping a person, not similar to yourself.  Just  by helping them with getting them to their destination without compensation is compassion .  

  In simple English, being the oppressive adversary or following one is stupid.  Being cunning or following a con artist is stupid.  Wisdom, knowledge and understanding will overcome the cunning oppressive adversary.   How or why you might ask.  It is because our consciousness is not alone.  We are in touch with the Spirit of Yahuah.  Even in death we are not defeated.  By being the cunning oppressive adversary the consciousness is flesh deep.  The master of your flesh is desire.  The author of your desires is the fallen Cherub Heylel BenSahar, known as Satan.  

  I deleted two blogs.   This one replaced both of them.  It's not time and lengthy commentaries that win the day.  Sometimes it is the unexpected inspiration that wins the day.  

Beyond the Dust

  My soul clings to the dust; Revive me according to Your word.  I have recounted my ways, and You have answered me; Teach me Your statutes.  Make me understand the way of Your precepts,  So I will muse on Your wondrous deeds.  My soul weeps because of grief;  Raise me up according to Your word. Remove the false way from me,  And graciously grant me Your law. I have chosen the faithful way;  I have placed Your judgments before me. I cling to Your testimonies;  O Yahuah, do not put me to shame!  I shall run the way of Your commandments,  For You will enlarge my heart.

  These verses was taken from Psalms 119.  It begins by stating what should be obvious.  Our Soul clings to dust.  This dust is in the form of houses, rooms, clothing, food and our bodies.  Also in the  form of people we want near by to love, hate, control or to manipulate us.  All this is dust bonded together.  

  We must be revived because dust can become a world crashing down upon us.  Other people and there dust can be like a comet crashing into our world bringing chaos and destruction.  We must reevaluate our lives and how we process information.  Our ancestors lives is like gravity that pulls us into death that started with Adam and Eve.  They were promised Dust in exchange for their Souls.  It wasn't Satan's universe to begin with.  He perverted his wisdom that was given to him because of his pride in himself.

  We must become aware of Yahuah Elohiym's statutes so we can recount our trajectory in life.  In other words, we must confess our ways so we understand the difference between our way and the Way of Yahusha Hamashia.  What is interesting is that we will leave this dust behind.   It's only our soul that will transcend beyond our universe into the Universe of Yahuah Elohiym.  

  This takes us to the precepts of Yahuah Elohiym.  In other words, the Word of Elohiym.  Is this just the Bible penned by the Prophets?  It's the Holy Spirit that  inspired the prophets.  When it says earlier in Psalms 119 to hide Yahuah's Word in our heart, it's not just verses, it is also the Holy Spirit.  The idea that the Word of Elohiym was created by man to control people is short sighted.  

Spirits in the Dust 

  Genesis chapter 6 speaks of fallen angels crossbreeding with human women.  A son of Adam has chromosomes XY.  A daughter of Adam has XX.  Let's say a hybrid, fallen angels and human women, is XZ.  A hybrid would have children of XZ or XX.  This is to say hybrid boys are always like there father while the daughter is like a corrupted Eve.  What this is saying, every male child of a hybrid from the first Genesis 6 pregnancy to the flood is a demonic spirit today.  We see in Mark 5 one man can have over 5,000 demons in him.  The question is, how can the man's soul survive among something like that?  But Yahusha Hamashia has power over a host of demons.  Just this one report proves Yahusha is Yahuah Elohiym.  

  These same demons are around today if they haven't been locked up in another dimension.  These demons are masters at deception.  A seducing Spirit that a person might think they are creating or capturing is really capturing that person.  A woman with a demon is like that of Queen Jezebel.  A man with a demon may look insane or like a superhero.   What is interesting is that Mary Magdalene was made clean spiritually by Yahusha Hamashia.  Demons who have possessed women in the past, may have become transexual.  In other words, their male victim of a demon might appear like a woman and not be aware of their masculinity.  

  This universe is huge.  Then there's other dimensions of this same universe.  Our human body also has other dimensions also.  It is so complex that the Word of Elohiym can be hidden inside our human dimensions.  This Word of Elohiym is like a seed that will grow in Yahuah's Light.  It's this that will transfigure our human body into a body like that of Yahusha after His resurrection.  

  The Word of Elohiym coming out of Elohiym's Word is feminine.  The Holy Spirit is part of and came out from Yahuah the Father.  The Holy Spirit is feminine.  This is part of the reason why hybrid males cannot repent.  The  Holy Spirit will  not and cannot enter sins of Satan and fallen angels.  They have been made in the image of Satan, a beast.  This brings up the question of what happened with Noah and his family.  

  Having done my ancestry, I came across certain family roots that was recorded very well.  This brought up the question; did Noah have more than one wife?  I say this because Japheth had a different mother's name than Shem.  If Noah had different wives, it would increase gene diversity.  It would be Japheth's mother on the Ark because he was the youngest.  Ham lusted over what Noah had and took the robes Yahuah made for Adam and Eve.  The question is, what was Noah's nakedness?  Was it Ham sleeping with Japheth's mother?  I say all this because there may have been XX ancestry from a XZ Father in Noah's wife and Ham's mother.  This could be part  of why Cush was cursed.  

  I just need to say that very tall people can be saved just like a short person.  People with extra fingers and toes can be saved the same also.  However if a extraterrestrial lands on Earth, don't breed with them.  

Portals in the Dust 

   Two very different things come to my mind and how they can bring anxiety or comfort.  One is a masculine name that reminds me of a so called Christian that was caught letting air out of my tires.  It's not just this one event, it's how he brings irritation to people for sport.  The other thing is something as simple as a hair brush.  It's not a high dollar item.  Love is what brings value to it.   The people who used it or gave it brings comfort to the dust it's made of.  

  I heard a story about problem people who sat regularly in one spot of a church.  Sensitive people can pick up on the spiritual darkness attached to the location or the item.  It might not be just a bench, it could be an airliner of a president that has spiritual darkness attached to him.  Or it maybe a table where people prayed that sensitive people can feel the faith that happened there.  

  Whatever it may be, darkness gets stuck in your mind and it refuses to leave your thoughts.  It's like a bee sting, suddenly you are reacting in an unplanned situation.  It's not just your flesh that is hurting, it's your soul.  This is where past hurts can become a mountain you must maneuver around no matter how small it may be.  Unless you have faith to move a mountain. 

  Light and darkness cannot coexist.  Light and darkness was divided on day one of creation.  A comforting song can take away anxiety.  A special person having their own hurts and weakness can bring comfort because of the love attached to their person.  Sometimes it's as simple as a temporary friend in the form of a stranger that brings comfort.  It's not the words that are said, it's the fact that the words have Yahuah Elohiym or Satan attached to them that brings comfort or anxiety.  

Missing Dust

  Don't you hate it when things go missing?  It could be a book, a tool or supplies you knew you had on hand and  now it is  gone without a clue.  This is when emotions get in the way, because now you have to spend money to replace the missing stuff or live without what  you were attached to.  After all, it's just dust in the form of something you are attached to.  We forget we are spiritual creatures and the physical world gets in the way of spiritual foresight.  This sends us into rage because of dust held together as something we are bonded to.  We must learn how to identify with Matthew chapter 5 and have a nature like Yahusha Hamashia.  

Outside of Your Dust 

  In other words, Dreaming.  Have you ever had a dream so real that you were afraid to act out outside of your own normality in the dream.  In a dream with the ability to choose is called lucid dreaming.  This is where you are in control and know it's a dream.

  I quote, "Lucid dreams occur thanks to activity in the prefrontal cortex of the brain; that's the part responsible for self-awareness and reflection. Think of it as a blurred line between your conscious waking self and your unconscious sleeping self."

  While we are dreaming, our emotions are active without the benefits of our body being awake.  Without being lucid, it's similar to being ill or confused.  Most dreams in my opinion are confusing.  However in  some dreams some people can be aware of dreaming.  Making a clear choice in a dream can be interesting.  Information can open up to you about yourself or about something you are facing.  Asking what day it is in a dream can be interesting.  The answer I received was straight forward but then invalidated by added information.  It was in the spring of a future year. You can know what year if they say something like Thursday April the 8th.  

  Waking up from a dream, your body, the dust that is held together gives you the ability to choose.  Is it just electrochemistry or is it something outside of electrochemistry that holds everything together?  I say it is Yahuah Elohiym that wrote the laws of electrochemistry.  This is like saying is it the truck that delivered the load or is it the builder and also driver that is delivering the load.  My Deliverer is Yahusha Hamashia.  It is He that holds my dust together and also my soul.  

The End of Dust 

  The beginning of the universe was the end of a previous universe.  What is interesting is that Yahuah Elohiym said in Genesis 1:2, hayah darkness and chaos.  In verse 3 He said, hayah light.  Hayah is a Hebrew word translated to the words was and let there be.  Hayah is spelled hey, yod, hey.  Each letter has a message.  Hey is behold like the English slang word meaning, take notice.  Yod is hand.  In other words, Yahuah Elohiym is saying, notice before creation and notice after creation was finished.  Science has done this up to a point back in time.  Science has found the darkness before creation.  What Science cannot do is see past the point of when time started. 

  Our universe started with sound.  In other words, the Trumpet of Yahuah Elohiym's voice.  Have you ever noticed the patterns sound does to dust?  Different sounds make different patterns.  Then came light.  Darkness cannot produce light, especially in an unorganized situation.  Explosions happen because of the laws of nature.  With sound and light, the Space Time Continuum began.  It's interesting to know that scientists were surprised to find out that our universe was very organized after light of the stars began.  The question is for science, where did the sound come from to organize space?  It didn't come from nothing.  It came from outside of nothing, meaning outside our universe that didn't exist.  His name is Yahuah Elohiym, Creator and Judge over all things.  

  

Nasty Old Granny Syndrome

  It was only a matter of time that I would address this subject.  Call me rebellious against authority if you will, but this is an important subject to study.  Nasty Old men is not that much different.  Once I had a handicapped neighbor who was an angry old white guy.  Yahuah Elohiym knew I had generalized every old handicapped white guy as angry.  This is when He reminded me of a handicapped old white guy who was the most charitable man I knew.  This man was the next gas pump over.  This is saying time and place was controlled by Yahuah Elohiym for my benefit.  I also bumped into the kindest grandmother I had known at a grocery store.  

  Now for the subject of Nasty Old Grannies.  Little girls don't say, I want to be a nasty person when I grow up.  Nastiness happens later in life.  A few things that may have changed them may have been insecurity, competitive attitudes and projecting their own fears, envy, jealousy, suspicions, resentments, rage, anxieties, lack of self-esteem and lack of confidence on their victim.  They may have been victims themselves.  

  Yes there are victims of Nasty Old Grannies.  These victims continue on with damaging relationships, and feeling ill-equipped in life.  Here are the results of not being equipped in life.  I quote:

• Feeling tired or exhausted all the time
• Having trouble concentrating or thinking clearly
• Feeling restless or agitated
• Wanting to cry all the time
• Not wanting to be around people or do things they usually enjoy
• Using alcohol or drugs to cope
• Having trouble with everyday tasks
• Experiencing burnout 

  End quote.  

  One Nasty Old Granny was jealous of me when I purchased my first house at the age of 20.  She had her pet neighborhood children that she wanted to see them achieve things in life.  By her going to the same church as I did, I lost some respect for churches in general.  

  Then there's the Nasty Old Granny that boldly says, keep your ideas to yourself.  On a child this leads to, I quote, suppressed emotions, difficulty managing feelings, low self-esteem, anxiety, depression, communication problems, and potential issues with social interactions. 

  When Nasty Old Grannies say the wrong thing that implies that you have done a terrible sin, this is a false accusation.  This causes a strain on relationships, isolation from the group and a distrust of others.  In a church, the victim silently never returns. 

  Sometimes Nasty Old Grannies use punishment instead of discipleship with children.  These  Nasty Old Grannies probably don't know the difference.  Punishment can lead to substance abuse, cognitive abilities, violence in adulthood, increase aggression and antisocial behavior.  In a church setting, a Nasty Old Granny might make a comment that embarrassed the child.  Needless to say, that child never was seen in a church again.  

  The question is, did Nasty Old Grannies kill the Christian Church while the men were out working on projects, fishing, hunting or sports.  The damage has been done.  What ever happened to discipleship?  Do we know what discipleship is today?  

  "Discipleship is the process of learning to Love and follow Yahusha and becoming more like Him in our attitudes and actions."

  Today the definition of Love has been destroyed.  Why use a word that has become meaningless or confused with casual flirting. 

  Love is patient, love is kind, is not jealous, does not brag, is not puffed up; it does not act unbecomingly, does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered; it does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.  Love never fails, but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away.  1 Corinthians 13:4-8

  Nasty Old Grannies are not patient, not kind, they are jealous, they brag about their social skills, and are puffed up looking down upon the community.  Nasty Old Grannies behavior are inappropriate for the meek.  Nasty Old Grannies are provoked to put people in their place as if they are God.  Nasty Old Grannies fume about how someone did them wrong.  Nasty Old Grannies laugh at how someone looked stupid while not understanding the situation.  

  The question is, what do you do if you need to communicate with a Nasty Old Granny.  Sometimes their not old or not female.  That is easy.  Go back and read the verse again.  Why give up on what is right just because a Nasty Old Granny made you angry.  Truth is mentioned in the verse.  Yahusha Hamashia is the Way, the Truth and the Life.  Nobody can get to Yahuah Elohiym without going through Yahusha Hamashia.  Live out  1 Corinthians 13:4-8, speak in Truth and follow Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.  Nasty Old Grannies cannot enter Heaven.  First they must repent and find the Way, the Truth and the Life.  Nasty Old Grannies need to get a Life in Yahusha Hamashia. 

Wants or Pain?

  Is our thoughts something we want or is it a pain?  I'm reminded of Paul's thorn in the flesh.  That would be a pain, right?

  Because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, for this reason, to keep me from exalting myself, there was given me a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me—to keep me from exalting myself!  Concerning this I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might leave me.  And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast in my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.  Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions and hardships, for the sake of Christ, for when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:7-10

  Clearly Paul did not want the messenger from Satan to torment him.  The weakness  of Paul had something to do about the flesh.  This pain humbled Paul in a way that he saw himself not worthy to be exalted among the people who heard Paul speak.  The territory that Paul covered could also make an evangelist prideful.  Acts 29, a chapter cut off by Roman influence, said Paul spoke in London Britain and to the Druids.  Yahusha Hamashia's power cannot be found in pride filled people because the proud is filled with self. 

1. Self-esteem.

2. Self-respect 

3. Self-image.

4. Self-interest 

5. Self-identity 

6. Self-worth.

  This all leads to Self-worship.  Paul did not expect for a cathedral to be named after him on the spot where he brought the message of Yahusha Hamashia to London England.  Paul wasn't a perfect evangelist but through Yahusha Hamashia, he delivered a message that was beyond what Paul could do in his own.  

The Problem 

  The problem with our wants is our self.  It's one thing to be humbled by a pain in the flesh, but it's another to desire the pain in the flesh.  Thorn, as written by Paul in the Greek, was only used one time in the Bible.  There's not much we can learn from other verses.

  Masochism is a word created in the 19th century because of a writer called Leopold von Sacher-Masoch.  He described his enjoyment of his own pain and humiliation.

  Then they came to the other side of the sea, into the region of the Gerasenes.  And when He got out of the boat, immediately a man from the tombs with an unclean spirit met Him, who had his dwelling among the tombs. And no one was able to bind him anymore, even with a chain because he had often been bound with shackles and chains, and the chains had been torn apart by him and the shackles broken in pieces, and no one was strong enough to subdue him.  And constantly, night and day, among the tombs and in the mountains, he was crying out and gashing himself with stones.  And seeing Jesus from a distance, he ran up and bowed down before Him; and crying out with a loud voice, he said, “What do I have to do with You, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I implore You by God, do not torment me!”. Mark 5:1-7

  It's interesting how self inflicted pain and humiliation was okay with the demon possessed man but not with the appearance of Yahusha Hamashia.  This  possessed man feared torment in a way he was not comfortable with.  

  It is said that someone who has been bullied, neglected, or mocked might internalize those negative voices and learn to mistreat and judge themselves in the same way.  

  Did you catch that?  The victim internalized voices.  The victim keeps those voices alive by listening to demonic spirits.  Self-abasement is humiliating oneself when one feels lower or less deserving of respect.  The desires for self-abssement and masochism comes from Narcissistic power figures and corruption. 

  The question is, why do law breakers move to corrupt cities over functional law abiding cities? 

  It's the same reason why the demons in the man in Mark 5 wanted to enter pigs who immediately killed the pigs.  The area was a comfort zone.  The demons would move on to find another victim to inhabit.  Maybe next time a leader who will then be caught in an embarrassing situation.  Those same demons are probably still there to this day.  

  These cities continue on up to the point where the percentage of demonic people raises to the point where Yahuah Elohiym speaks it out of existence like that of Sodom and Gomorrah.  Other times it just lays there like in the USA.  Taxes rise and neighborhoods fall apart.  This happens to the point where the taxes in just a few years are more than the worth of the property.  Vacant buildings are vandalize and stripped of copper for a few dollars.  Stores become targeted to the point of where they abandon the building.  Between theft and taxes bleeding money, abandonment is only a one time loss.

  The question is, how can someone fix the desires of corrupted flesh, corrupted government and corrupted worship.  You know the answer.  His name is called Yahusha Hamashia or Jesus Christ.  But like the demon possessed man, people are tormented by the light that exposes the darkness inside people's soul.  If it is stupid and backwards, it has Satan's name written all over it.  

  Satan wanted to destroy Paul one way or another.  Satan's attack would be pride or something of the flesh.  The only thing that saved Paul was grace from Yahuah Elohiym.  Paul's weakness created an atmosphere where pride couldn't grow.  Grace is the Living Water and the Bread of Life that sustained Paul in his weakness.  

  To many people allow themselves to be victims of narcissistic leadership.  Pride filled leaders believe in things that bring lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh and more pride.  The results are theft, death and destruction. 

  The oil industry for example.  Bad leadership stops exploration and cost reduction and then taxes the oil industry because of the high of fuel.  False promises are given to the people like these narcissists are actually going to bring relief.  What they bring is bondage.  

  Now a good to leader would promote cost reduction in the production of fuel for trucks, cars and buildings.  These savings would then be passed on to the customer.  Food production would have lower costs, in turn food costs would go down.  Everyone who has a job would be rewarded.  

  But what happens in narcissistic government is that senior citizens are punished with low income while invaders are rewarded with prosperity without working.  If it's backwards and stupid, it's of Satan.  People must first reject the oppression of their past oppressors by believing in Yahusha Hamashia.  People must overcome the demons that torment and humiliate them if it's a pain or if it's a pleasure.  

  The question is, do you know what Joy is when it comes from Yahusha Hamashia? 

  

What is Soul Debt and New Identity?

  If you have experience with the Holy Bible, your vocabulary includes nouns like Soul and Spirit.  If not, you probably use the word Karma and karmic debit. Karmic debit is "the belief that misdeeds and mistakes made by your spiritual being in the past lives are carried to the next life.". The truth is that we are born unholy because Satan scammed Eve into bondage spiritually and physically.  Adam surrender to Eve who then had the Spirit of Seduction.  The common thread is that people are born indebted to spiritual darkness of their ancestors.  Their past sins can hurt you.  

  Self-awareness, honesty, therapeutic practices attempting to heal and transform the negative patterns into positive ones cannot change or clear the debt of bad karma or what Christians call born into sin.  It is awareness of Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ that brings honesty, cleansing of sin, healing and transforming your soul.  

  There is only one God, however Christians believe that one God is Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  His name is Yahuah Elohiym.  Elohiym is a plural noun.  There are many dimensions in creation.  Yahuah Elohiym can appear in all of them.  Yahusha Hamashia is Yahuah Elohiym in the flesh.  His flesh was provided by the Virgin Mary.  Yahusha provide His own Y chromosome.  

  The Holy Spirit is seven spirits.  All but one Spirit is feminine in description.  The other one is a Deity Noun.  The point being, Adam and Eve was made in the likeness of Yahuah Elohiym.  We can regain that by loosing the spiritual debt we are born with.   This is why we must be Born Again.  The second birth clears us from Soul Debt.  You may understand it in this way, by being born again, bad karma is erased.  It's nothing we can do except to Believe in Yahusha Hamashia and receive salvation by His sacrifice.  

  When we are Born Again, we are born with a new Spirit of Faith.  This Spirit is feminine in description if you are male or female according to your DNA.  This is because this Spirit came out of you.  Your Spirit of Faith is in Yahusha Hamashia, not yourself.  

  Spirit does not have flesh.  However you might recognize your Faith in a dream where she is there to assist you.  Her sister is the spirit of Purity.  Faith will offer you things that look small in its effort.  Purity will get in your way and you may cause her to stumble.  Your way is still one of the flesh. Thinking like a human leads you back into Spiritual debt.  

  Spiritual debt is a spiritual abyss that  you  can feel inside of you.  It's also a place where you go once you leave your body.  There's nothing of the flesh that can fill that void or prevent you from going there after death.  Your soul needs to have a new house, a new body to avoid the spiritual cesspool.  

  Faith is born within us.  It's a new consciousness that can understand things not said or not seen.  It's more than the biochemistry of our brain.  Faith is Spirit that originated from within us.  But if we hold her within us, she cannot work.   Faith without works is dead.  Our Faith should be in Yahusha Hamashia where there is Life.  If Faith is in Government, she works in vain.  Government is no greater than the people's hearts that control it. 

  Sometimes we loose contact of Faith.  It's like she has been cut off from us.  This is a huge problem.  Out of a sense of loss, we question what our identity is.  Here are some verses that have something we can learn about our identity.  

 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, they are a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.  2 Corinthians 5:17 

  This verse backed up the fact that when we do believe in Yahusha Hamashia, we are re-created.  It's interesting how not to many people explore this new creation.  It's like pastors and priests want to manipulate us into staying baby lambs that will nurse of any sheep and follow any shepherd.  The Antichrist Spirit has no lambs of it's own, so that thing permits being a false nanny.  Once a sheep gives birth, she will push away all that isn't hers.  This is seen in the story of the Ten Virgins.  Five wise, five foolish.  Those that did not have oil, giving their light, are rejected.  This oil and light is the Holy Spirit in us.  Light does not cast a shadow.  This is saying, you cannot fake having the Holy Spirit within you.  

  I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20

  Our old nature is dead when becoming born again.  If it's not truly dead, it will want to return to it's flesh. Being Born Again is the day Soul Debt is no longer a liability held against us.  Our Soul is given a new Spirit that doesn't have this Soul Debt or past Karma attached to it.  By Yahuah of Hosts becoming flesh, this provided a way to connect with Him and cut our ties to Satan.  

  For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.  Ephesians 2:10

  Yahuah Elohiym doesn't change.  This is seen over and over if we look for it.  First we see Adam and Eve created.  Adam was created and then Eve was built out of Adam.  This was patterned after Yahuah.  This is the only true name we have for the Creator God.  Other  names are descriptive names.  Yahuah was, is, and is to come.  The Holy Spirit, I believe was built out of Yahuah.  The only multidimensional Deity became Elohiym this is why the Holy Spirit has feminine nouns for names. These words fall short describing Yahuah Elohiym.  Why should we as a new creation not have a similar build about us?  Yahusha had the Holy Spirit upon Him.  This Spirit can be upon us also.  The question is, what is the transition between our Spirit and the Holy Spirit.  This would be the Spirit of Purity and Faith.  We need to understand Yahuah Elohiym's work and that it is done within Yahusha.  

   For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.  2 Timothy 1:7

  Yahuah gave us a Spirit of Power, a Spirit of Love, and a Spirit of Self control.  These are not my words.  It is thought that Paul wrote them to Timothy.  It's not that Timothy did not understand, sometimes things need to be said for others to see it.  All to often people control others by the Spirit of Fear and then wonder why they feel dead. 

  But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God,  John 1:12

  To be a child of Yahuah Elohiym is to become something more amazing than what we can imagine.  The problem is, we have changed and still see through eyes of flesh.  The Spirit of Fear deceives us into staying like that of our old nature.  

  But whoever is united with the Lord is one with him in spirit.  1 Corinthians 6:17

  This small verse speaks volumes.  Whoever, this is to say every race, male and female.  United, this is saying a Spiritual bond between Yahuah Elohiym and the person as in a personal relationship.  This cuts out calling anyone a Priest or Father.  We have no Pope or High Priest.  Yahusha Hamashia is our High Priest and King of Kings.  One in Spirit, is saying how this relationship is united.  This is a quantum entanglement of the Spirits.  If Spirit is an energy, two points of energy can travel along the same pathway.  If Spirit is light, two points of light will not cast the shadow off the other point of light.  What we are speaking about is a Spiritual Continuum.  Within the Spiritual Continuum are things beyond imagination.  

  For now, let us understand the Spirit of Purity and the Spirit of Faith a little farther.  Faith is our spiritual five senses.  Purity is Holiness and Righteousness.  It's like Spiritual DNA.  It's beyond information with the capability of going beyond the horizon of normal human consciousness.  

  "For it is by grace you have been saved, through Faith — and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God — not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." Ephesians 2:8-10

  Did you hear that? Our Faith was created by Yahuah Elohiym.  This is why our Spirit of Faith is in Yahusha Hamashia.  We have a quantum entanglement with our Spirit of Faith.  Faith is living, this is why it is a Spirit.

  "Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

  We as humans cannot see Spirit.  This verse is describing our connection with or Spirit of Faith.  We can go in confidence and  assurance, having a memory of what our Spirit of Faith is. 

  "And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him" Hebrews 11:6

  Our Spirit of Faith is our way of knowing Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym.  Without this experience through Faith, we are Satan's abused child.  It is impossible for that creature to please Yahuah Elohiym.  The instructions are clear.  It's our belief in Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym that sets us up for the Gift of Faith.  

  Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Matthew 5:8

  This small verse has a huge promise of seeing Yahusha Hamashia, Yahuah Elohiym.  This Spirit of Purity is made known to us by the ability to overcome corrupt desires.  It comes by Yahusha Hamashia making Atonement for us before Yahuah Elohiym.  So that we are blameless before Him.  Our Spirit of Faith Purity are baptized in the Holy Spirit and Fire.  

  When canning cucumbers, they are baptized in vinegar, water and spices.  They are then baptized in Heat.  Once done the seal is checked.  This is an illustration of Faith and Purity.  We as believers in Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ are sealed.  Like cucumbers called pickles, we will not soften and rot.  We are preserved in Yahusha Hamashia the Living Water, the Word of Yahuah.  Soul Debt cannot touch us when sealed and preserved in Yahusha Hamashia.  

šāmayim

    Sāmayim is the Hebrew word for heaven.  In other words, what we see as the universe.  If we look at Hebrew letter meanings, there's clues on how our universe developed.  

  "Shin: the 21^st Hebrew letter is the letter of fire and transformation. Shin literally means tooth and its shape is 3 branches of flame. These are the 3 pillars of the tree of life, reaching high like flames, purifying and changing the condition of our lives, teaching us to become aligned with the Whole of Creation."

  Mem is chaos and/or water.  It can be speaking of water, water vapor, wisdom or knowledge.  

  Yod represents the hand or arm of Yahuah Elohiym who people call God.  

  All together the name of the universe spells out a violent beginning from a previous ending of another universe.  It was chaos followed by Yahuah Elohiym bringing the Universe into  temporary satisfaction of this universe.  I believe this universe is a shadow of a previous and future universe.  Who knows how many dimensions there is to it.  If asked how many dimensions, my answer would be three.  This is based upon the letter shin and that there is our own dimension, Paradise for those ascending into Life and the Abyss for those descending into Death.  

  The other night the Holy Spirit of Yahuah Elohiym had told me that the Army of Heaven is pure, uncorrupted while Satan's army is corrupted like Satan himself.  It was Heylel BenSahar a Cherub that corrupted his own wisdom who became Satan.  However nothing was said about his knowledge ever being corrupted.  Here you have the knowledge of good and evil.  It's uncorrupted knowledge undivided with corrupted wisdom.  Satan cannot create Life.  Satan is a prince of Darkness, servant of Death and Hell.  

  So who is Yahuah Elohiym and how are we able to know Him?  Here is a few verses Yahuah Elohiym mentioned for me to look up.  LSB translation. 

  

  Therefore if there is any encouragement in Christ, if there is any consolation of love, if there is any fellowship of the Spirit, if any affection and compassion,2 fulfill my joy, that you think the same way, by maintaining the same love, being united in spirit, thinking on one purpose,3 doing nothing from selfish ambition or vain glory, but with humility of mind regarding one another as more important than yourselves,4 not merely looking out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others.5 Have this way of thinking in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus,6 who, although existing in the form of God, did not regard equality with God a thing to be grasped,7 but emptied Himself, by taking the form of a slave, by being made in the likeness of men.8 Being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.9 Therefore, God also highly exalted Him, and bestowed on Him the name which is above every name,10 so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth,11 and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.12 So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling;13 for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.14 Do all things without grumbling or disputing,15 so that you will be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world,16 holding fast the word of life, so that in the day of Christ I will have reason to boast because I did not run in vain nor labor in vain.17 But even if I am being poured out as a drink offering upon the sacrifice and service of your faith, I rejoice and share my joy with you all.18 And you also, rejoice in the same way and share your joy with me.

  

  Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ existed in Yahuah the Father before the Virgin birth.  This dimension of Yahuah Elohiym became flesh.  But Adam's seed was not in Him.  Only Eve's seed was in Him through the Virgin Mary.  In this way Yahusha inherited everything that was in Mary's ancestry.  Having done my ancestry, it lead me to Joseph Ben-Joseph, the Virgin Mary's son.  Yahusha Hamashia in the flesh has title to many Kingdoms.  In the Spirit of Yahuah Elohiym He has title to Heaven and Earth including our Universe.  

  These facts pissed off Satan.  Satan just can't sit by with all that knowledge.  His desire is to corrupt all wisdom into his Reptilian image.  He wants Death to terminate Life because he takes in a percentage before that too is dead.  It was his idea to mix fallen angels with the DNA women to forge a hybrid.  But this past hybrid is a counterfeit of a future glorified human that is saved by the Grace of Yahusha Hamashia.  

  There will be a time in the future where our universe will pass away.  The vastness of Space doesn't give it billions of years to exist.  It's true that Yahuah Elohiym is eternal and the space around Him is eternal also.  However human science cannot test the age of eternity.  Creation science has said the age of the universe is very young.  This is true also.  Adam began his life only around 6000 years ago.  Creation science has much information that atheist science would call an anomaly or out of place.  I wrote this paragraph to say this.  If a day is like 1000 years and a 1000 years a day, our universe could be destroyed in a 24 hours up to a 1000 years.  

  But do not let this one fact escape your notice, beloved, that with the Lord one day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years like one day.  The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some consider slowness, but is patient toward you, not willing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.  But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, in which the heavens will pass away with a roar and the elements will be destroyed with intense heat, and the earth and its works will be found out.  2 Peter 3:8-10

  I strongly suggest that those reading this blog should seek the Truth in the Bible.  Search out answers in the Bible as you search knowledge out on the Internet.  But Wisdom does not come from the Internet.  

  But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him. James 1:5

  In other words, to receive Wisdom from Yahuah Elohiym, we don't need to pay any favors back to Him.  We don't need to suffer to gain wisdom.  In fact, the sum of our actions doesn't determine the wisdom and salvation we receive from the action Yahusha Hamashia did on the Cross and in the tomb.