Unhealed Spiritual Wounds

  For what I am working out, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate. Romans 7:15

  Several times I started blogs concerning the Grey Matter Religion as it pertains to our Faith in Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.  I deleted it every time except for one time I only mentioned Grey Matter Religion.  It's a struggle to place Grey Matter Religion in a context without condemning Religion.    Religion and Faith is like the wheat and the tares.   Religion being the tares, Faith being like the wheat.   Tares resembles wheat when young.  This is why the Bible says not to pull out the tares until harvest.    Wheat will lower their heads while tares will stand tall empty headed.   Yes I said Religion will stand tall empty headed.    Faith in Yahusha will cause you to humble yourself before Him.  It can also be physically lowering your Grey Matter functions before Him in prayer.  This is the opposite of Heylel BenSahar the Cherub that became Satan.   He was forced out of the Highest Heaven and no longer part of Yahuah Elohiym's Kingdom because of Pride, wanting to be God.

  What gets in the way of True Faith is Grey Matter Religion and our own Grey Matter functions, or should I just say impairment of the Spirit having tendencies towards narcissistic Pride.

  So what is Grey Matter and what is a Spiritual Injury?   Grey Matter is crucial for processing information, controlling movement, and regulating emotions and other functions.  "It is the primary site for most information processing in the brain.  This includes learning, memory, decision-making, and emotion".  It is our memories, decisions, and emotions that retain emotional or spiritual injuries of past relationships that have gone bad.  Spiritual injury is letting Grey Matter dominate and not letting the Born Again Spirit take over.   In other words spiritual injury is a weakened Spirit and run away emotions of Grey Matter. 

  Religious trauma syndrome is, I quote, "psychological and emotional distress stemming from harmful religious experiences where beliefs practices or community causes harm instead of providing spiritual nutrients.  This can include spiritual abuse, controlling environments, fear-based teachings, and abuse within a religious context.  This leads to symptoms such as shame, guilt, low self-worth, and difficulty with emotional regulation. 

  Several times as a teenager, I have seen children being shamed by adults in the church.  Needless to say, these children did not return to church.  Their lives then bounced around outside the church, in the darkness of the world. Now as a retired person, I still wonder what happened to some of them.   The Internet provides information, but we can only imagine the stress they had like broken marriages.  Now let us look at the Religious trauma syndrome quote step by step.

  Psychological injury and Spiritual injury is similar.  Both involves a conflict between one's beliefs and difficult life experiences, leading to distress, a loss of faith and feelings of betrayal.  Traumatic events are what causes emotional distress.  The traumatic event that removed me from a church was being targeted by the Pastor after I had brought up the fact that Yahuah Elohiym can use people from homes from a second marriage like King Solomon of Israel.   The Pastor I believe was filled with misinformation from those who controlled the church.  It was my grandparents that had a second marriage with her first husband still alive at the time.  I was the grandson of the second marriage so I related to Yahuah Elohiym's promise.   It was like being spiritually stoned for having a dream of entering the ministry.   I never did enter the ministry.  It looked like ministry was only for the privileged.

  "Stemming from harmful religious experiences where beliefs practices or community causes harm instead of providing spiritual nutrients".  

  Stemming is an interesting word.  We could say that beneficial experiences of faith was stopped, more like changed into something harmful.  Something had changed the beliefs of the community from good to harmful.  Spiritual nutritional value was replaced with hidden Satanic poison.  This poison has added to good so you are not aware of it, but yet it can destroy your life in that community.

  Fear-based teachings on the surface would lead you to believe that speaking about sin in your life and being left behind or facing a tribulation is fear based.  If a bridge inspector said that a bridge over a powerful river is dangerous to travel on, it would not be taken as fear based information.   The authorities would close the bridge and set up another route.   Sin is dangerous, the powerful river below is Death.   The route to take is Yahusha Hamashia.   The only lifestyle that doesn't lead to death is being baptized in the Holy Spirit.   It's like polyurethane on wood.   Without the polyurethane, the wood will stain from unintended spills.  

  We must recognize what fear based teachings are as in Grey Matter Religion.   Simply said, narcissists manipulating people into the mindset that you are not welcome if you don't comply.  Things like the shaming of a pregnant teen, criticism of a family's struggles or physical appearance can lead to low self-worth, and difficulty with regulating emotions.  Religious trauma syndrome is nothing but sin in the church.   It's empty headed leadership acting according to their own emotions.  End result is spiritual injury.  

  Spiritual injury can be prevented.   This is why you need Spiritual Armor on.   Let's look at the Helmet of Salvation and it's effect on your Grey Matter.   

  Finally, be strong in Yahusha and in the might of His strength, put on the full Armor of Elohiym, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil.

  In other words, it is the strength of Yahusha against the schemes of Satan.  We are commanded to spiritually armor up.  

  For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.

  Our struggle is not with the grey matter of church leadership.   Our struggle is the unseen world of spiritual darkness.  It is theses dark forces that have enslaved grey matter, using it as a weapon against others.  

  Therefore, take up the full armor of Elohiym, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm.  Stand firm therefore, having girded your loins with truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace.  In addition to all, having taken up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one, also receive the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of Elohiym, praying at all times with all prayer and petition in the Spirit.... Ephesians 6:10-18

  It is the Helmet of Salvation that we will focus on.  First we must look at salvation in the light of a helmet prepared for warfare.  

  Salvation is having been saved by Grace through Faith.  This is  not of ourselves, it is the gift of Elohiym, not of works.   Nobody can boast that it is of them that have Salvation.  We are His workmanship, created in Yahusha Hamashia for good works. Elohiym prepared Salvation beforehand so that we would walk in it.

  I quote, "A military helmet protects a soldier's head by reducing the risk of ballistic impacts from bullets and shrapnel, blunt force trauma, and environmental hazards. Modern helmets use advanced materials like Kevlar and Ultra-High-Molecular-Weight Polyethylene to absorb and disperse energy, while also incorporating features for comfort, stability, and the mounting of accessories like cameras and night vision devices," end quote.

  The foot soldier cannot boast about his helmet because it was provided to him by the government.   We cannot boast about salvation because it was provided by Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.  Salvation protects us from in your face trauma and spiritual hazards.  It is Yahusha that absorbs and disperse wicked spiritual energy designed to kill us spiritually.  Salvation offers comfort, stability and yet we let in past memories under our helmet of Salvation.   It's against regulations to modify your helmet of Salvation.  What is interesting is that our helmet offers spiritual night vision.  We can see through the darkness and schemes of Evil if trained properly. 

  What  do you do with previous spiritual wounds that doesn't heal?

  When I research information for blogs, Google AI always pops up.   Other times I type in Bible verse and Google will provide the Scripture location.  This time I was curious on what Google AI would say.  This quote wasn't the first on it's list but it is on the top of my list.  

  I quote, "Separate God from the abuse: For many, healing involves differentiating between the actions of abusive people or institutions and their personal relationship with a higher power".  

  That's it unedited.   We should not blame Yahuah Elohiym because of Grey Matter Religion.   Sometimes we need to differentiate the emotions or voices in our head.   Is it Auditory hallucinations, past memories or Demonic oppression?  Demonic voices and  mental illness are often associated with fear, condemnation, and negative thoughts, according to some interpretations.  Drug-induced psychosis can cause Auditory hallucinations that could be harmful to yourself or others.  Simply said, bad information cause Spiritual wounds that doesn't heal.   

2 Corinthians 2:1-11

  But I determined this for my own sake, that I would not come to you again in sorrow.  For if I cause you sorrow, who then makes me glad but the one whom I made sorrowful?  And this is the very thing I wrote you, so that when I came, I would not have sorrow from those who ought to make me rejoice; having confidence in you all that my joy would be the joy of you all.

  The Apostle Paul makes a good point.   If you purposely cause others to grieve,  how are they going to cheer you up.  We should not foolishly keep talking about past jury.  We should be confident of having a good visit, not expecting a downer.  

  For out of much affliction and anguish of heart I wrote to you with many tears; not so that you would be made sorrowful, but that you might know the love which I have abundantly for you.  

  There are times sorrowful things happen like a death in the family or injuries and you say it out of love and compassion.  

  But if any has caused sorrow, he has caused sorrow not to me, but in some degree—in order not to say too much—to all of you.  Sufficient for such a one is this punishment which was inflicted by the majority, so that on the contrary you should rather graciously forgive and comfort him, lest such a one be swallowed up by excessive sorrow. 

  Did you catch that?   Forgiveness and comfort is what we can do to treat the wounds of Spiritual injury and sorrow.

  Therefore I encourage you to reaffirm your love for him.  For to this end also I wrote, so that I might know your proven character, whether you are obedient in all things.  But one whom you graciously forgive anything, I graciously forgive also. For indeed what I have graciously forgiven, if I have graciously forgiven anything, I did it for your sakes in the presence of Christ, so that no advantage would be taken of us by Satan, for we are not ignorant of his schemes.

  Spiritual injury can be caused by being taken advantage of and it keeps the wounds open because of memory.  Also it's the schemes that people act out for their own pride and benefits.   

  What good is it if you have schemed your way to be the grand manipulator if you have killed the church you now control?  Satan wanted to be God but his schemes caused one third of the angels to face the Lake of Fire.   

  

What is it to Live by Faith?

A Galatians 3 study;

   O foolish Galatians, who bewitched you, before whose eyes  Yahusha Hamashia was publicly portrayed as crucified?  This is the only thing I want to learn from you: did you receive the Spirit by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith?

  If you don't know the answer, the verses below will inform you.   What is important is that Yahusha died in public on a wooden cross.   This was in fulfillment of Old Testament Law.   Yahusha said, it is finished.   Therefore we no longer need to sacrifice.  But if we love Him, we will do His will.  

  Are you so foolish?  Having begun by the Spirit, are you now being perfected by the flesh?  Did you suffer so many things for nothing—if indeed it was for nothing?  So then, does He who provides you with the Spirit and works miracles among you, do it by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith?

  Our flesh will always be imperfect.  Notice that the word provide is not past tense as in provided.  It's plural as in provides, as in an ongoing process.   Grey Matter Religion would have you believe that it's by their works your flesh is perfected.  

  Just as Abraham believed Elohiym and it was counted to him as righteousness, so know that those who are of faith, those are sons of Abraham.  And the Scripture, foreseeing that Elohiym would justify the Gentiles by faith, proclaimed the gospel beforehand to Abraham, saying, “All the nations will be blessed in you.”  So then those who are of faith are blessed with Abraham, the believer.  For as many as are of the works of the Law are under a curse, for it is written, “Cursed is everyone who does not abide by all things written in the book of the law, to do them.”

  In ancient Israel, sins inherited the land of their father.   The eldest son received a double share.  I believe this is why the masculine pronoun was used.   Today women receives equally when it comes to the Word of Yahuah Elohiym.  To make the Law your God is to reject being saved by faith.  To receive the blessing of Yahusha Hamashia paying the penalty for sin, you receive salvation and the baptism of the Holy Spirit and Spiritual Fire.

  Now that no one is justified by the Law before God is evident, for “The righteous shall live by faith ".  However, the Law is not of faith; rather, “He who does them shall live by them". 

  Living by the Law is the work of the flesh.   Corrupted flesh cannot save corrupted flesh.   That's like a drowning man trying to pick himself up out of the water without anything to cling to.  The saved cling to the Word of Yahusha Hamashia by faith.  

  Hamashia redeemed us from the curse of the Law, having become a curse for us—for it is written, “Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree”— in order that in Hamashia Yahusha the blessing of Abraham might come to the Gentiles, so that we would receive the promise of the Spirit through faith.

  When Yahusha Hamashia laid down His blessing and received our death penalty,  those who follow Him received the Blessing of Abraham through Him.   

  Brothers, I speak in human terms: even though it is only a man’s covenant, yet when it has been ratified, no one sets it aside or adds conditions to it.

  Today when there is a contract between two people and documented, nobody can change it.   It must be fulfilled.  Paul the apostle used this as an illustration. 

  Now the promises were spoken to Abraham and to his seed. He does not say, “And to seeds,” as referring to many, but rather to one, “And to your seed,” that is, Hamashia.  And what I am saying is this: the Law, which came 430 years later, does not invalidate a covenant previously ratified by Elohiym, so as to abolish the promise.

  This is saying that the contract between Yahuah Elohiym and Abraham has not been invalidated because the Law came through Moses.  Therefore the non-Israelites still have the promise of blessings given to Abraham.  

  For if the inheritance is by law, it is no longer by promise, but Elohiym has granted it to Abraham through promise.

  There is no blessing though the Law. 

  Why the Law then? It was added because of trespasses, having been ordained through angels by the hand of a mediator, until the seed would come to whom the promise had been made.  Now a mediator is not for one person only, whereas Elohiym is one.

  After Egypt, the Israelites had been corrupted.   They were acting like Egyptians.   Walking like an Egyptian included trespassing into sin.   Therefore the Law was handed down through Moses.  

  Is the Law then contrary to the promises of Elohiym? May it never be! For if a law had been given which was able to impart life, then righteousness would indeed be by law.

  Living by the Law of Moses does not create Life.  It prevents a nation from becoming corrupted.   

  But the Scripture has shut up everyone under sin, so that the promise by faith in Yahusha Hamashia might be given to those who believe.

  What the Sins of Adam and Eve have done is to condemn everyone eternally.  The promise of a Savior and blessing though Abraham has opened up a way to become saved by Faith.  Only those who have faith in Yahusha Hamashia has life eternal.  

  But before faith came, we were held in custody under the Law, being shut up for the coming faith to be revealed.  Therefore the Law has become our tutor unto Hamashia, so that we may be justified by faith. But now that faith has come, we are no longer under a tutor.

  When someone who was blessed by Elohiym died, they were held in Hell, subdivision called Abraham's bosom.  You live by the Law in life and in death.  Law was mankind's tutor.  Today corrupted people want to have the power of the Law to tutor people in their corrupted imagination.  The Law of Moses was a tutor leading to Faith in Yahusha Hamashia.  Now that Faith in Yahusha Hamashia arrived, Law is not our guide, Faith in Yahusha Hamashia is.   This is where by having Faith in Yahusha Hamashia, your mind is Free to not be manipulated by narcissistic politicians.   

  For you are all sons of Elohiym through faith in Hamashia Yahusha.  For all of you who were baptized into Hamashia have clothed yourselves with Hamashia.

  Faith is like a liquid.  A small trickle of Faith can turn into a powerful river, strong enough to move a mountain.  The headwater of Faith is Elohiym and the Sea of Faith is Elohiym.    By Faith we are clothed in Hamashia.   

  The question is, how is a person clothed in the Messiah?  Perhaps asked like this.   How is a person clothed in the anointed one?  It is something you cannot see or touch.   It is His Spirit you are clothed in.    If a sister is seen in her brother's clothing, she looks like her father's son.   We are anointed and clothed by Yahusha's Spirit.   

  There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free man, there is no male and female, for you are all one in Hamashia Yahusha.  And if you belong to Hamashia, then you are Abraham’s seed, heirs according to promise.

Trichotomy of Human Life

  Over a couple of days, I was waiting for something Yahuah Elohiym wanted me to study and write about.   Then one morning half awake, half asleep, I thought I heard  my wife calling me.   I woke up, it was a dream.   Quickly I fell back asleep.  My thoughts was about hating Satan continually.   Perhaps it was a trick of Satan to drain my energy by hating him and seeing his destruction upon this Earth.

  That's when I heard  a feminine voice, pleasant and soft asking me, "why are you working with me then"?  

  What, who's voice was that I asked myself?  I seemed so real.  I was fully awake again.   I went into prayer. 

  This is an editing add in;  Trichotomy is I quote, "Christian theology assumption that the human being consists of three distinct parts;  

1.  Body: The physical, material aspect of a person.

2.  Soul: Often associated with the seat of emotions, will, and intellect. 

3.  Spirit: The part of a person that interacts with the spiritual realm, potentially including a connection with God. "

  I don't agree with with the view that Soul and Spirit are the same thing.  It's our Soul that makes us who we are.  Our Spirit is the connection to our Elohiym.   Before being born again, our old spirit is connected with the fallen Cherub Heylel BenSahar known as Satan today.   The old spirit dies when you are born again.   Satan's plan is for your corrupted spirit to overwrite your soul.  Satan acts like Elohiym but he's a corrupted Cherub, a Dragon, Reptilian.  When you are Born Again, your old spirit dies.  A new Spirit is created for you.  What is interesting is that Soul and Spirit are both feminine nouns. It's  the soul that is washed in the blood of Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.  It's the soul that gets contaminated by this world.  It's possible that you can loose your soul. Here is an interesting verse before the blog continues.  

  Then Yahuah Elohiym formed man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and so the man became a living being (nep̄eš)  Genesis 2:7

  Man is a masculine noun while nep̄eš is a feminine noun.  In other words, there is no difference Spiritually between a man or woman.  A Soul is a soul.  Trichotomy is three parts of a human.  Trinity is the Father, Yahusha and the Holy Spirit.  I believe our Soul and Spirit are like a Trinity.   Okay, moving on with the blog.

  Mostly when in prayer you don't hear voices, you feel the message from Yahuah Elohiym.   What I needed to do was place the feminine voice in context.   

1.  My unconscious mind playing my wife's voice, needing me.  I wake up, all is normal.  

2.  The thought that my anger with Satan is draining my energy.  

3.  "Why are you working with me then."  ( I heard this like someone was in the room.). This was a response to what I was thinking.

4. After thought, "we can't stop resisting Satan or we are doomed also.  Anger is resistance.  

5.  The discernment of who this voice belonged to.   It wasn't my wife's voice.  This voice was someone I never heard before.   There was no emotion that showed she ever had earth anxiety.  Her voice was peaceful.

  And the peace of Elohiym, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Yahusha Hamashia. Philippians 4:7

  Editing note after thought: was this voice the peace of Elohiym guarding me?  Was my new Spirit guarding me in connection with the Holy Spirit?

  I never heard the Holy Spirit's voice, but I felt the words like that of praying.   The Holy Spirit would ask me questions and in seeking the answer, I found the answers.  In conclusion, the voice was a type of Holy Spirit.   The question is, who's voice?  Was it the Holy Spirit, or was it my born again Spirit?

  If you are outside, two people are at a distance, one tells you something, you really don't know who spoke to you.   If it was the Holy Spirit, this study would not have started.  If it was my born again Spirit, then we have a study.   I believe Yahuah Elohiym wanted me to begin this study.   Time for some review I previously studied.   

  The Holy Spirit is the breath of Yahuah Elohiym.   This is the seven Spirits of Elohiym also.  Six of these Spirits have feminine nouns.   One has a Deity noun.   Yahuah Elohiym did not Create Adam and Steve in His image.  Yahuah Elohiym created Adam and Eve in His's image.   Therefore the voice of the Holy Spirit if heard audibly would be a feminine voice.  

   When we are born again our new Spirit is spiritually feminine even if you are a man by natural birth.  The Bible also says, receiveing Faith, we become Sons of Yahuah Elohiym.  This happens even if you are a woman by natural birth.  Faith is a feminine noun.   At times when son is mentioned in the Bible, the Greek word was a neuter noun.   But then in Galatians, when we receive Faith, we become a son of God a masculine noun.   This is then followed by there is no male or female.   To make it more complicated, male and female in this verse are adjectives,  not nouns.  In other words, being a son of God is an inherited permanent way of living.  Like a daughter taking up the role of a son.   

    

   I quote, "In corn, the tassel is the male part, and the silk is the female part. The tassel releases pollen, which is carried by the wind to the silks. Each silk strand is connected to a single kernel, and for a full ear of corn, each silk needs to be pollinated.

  When we receive Yahusha in the Spirit, to be fruitful, like that one kernel, it contains the masculine and the feminine.   What is interesting is that the corn pollen is carried by the wind.   The Breath of Yahuah Elohiym is the Holy Spirit, feminine.  The Holy Spirit carries the Word of Yahusha Hamashia.   We receive Yahusha by Faith.   Faith is Feminine.   The Assembly of Believers, the Church is Feminine by having Faith.   She is called the Bride of Christ.  

  Previously in a dream my born again Spirit was called Urma.   The meaning is date fruit or ray of light.   Sperating the sound of the name, it could say light- what is this.  In other words new light.   But this morning, I may have heard her voice for the first time.  

  When editing this, Yahuah Elohiym wanted me to say,   in Philippians 4:7, when we are born again, receiving a new Spirit, we are born with the peace of Elohiym, which surpasses all comprehension.  Our Born Again Spirit will guard our hearts and our mind in Yahusha Hamashia.  Therefore the feminine voice that I heard,  "Why are you working with me then," was a statement to get me to discern myself.   I'm now interested in my Born Again Spirit from a detached, more relaxed view so I don't miss anything.

  Hearing her voice was interesting, but the question is,  what is the working relationship with someone who is a part of you and in the image of the Holy Spirit?  Her statement of, why are you working with me, is to say I already was working with my born again Spirit.   But I was unaware of the complexity of it.  Even now I slip back into the natural mindset.  How do you work with your other you who is not blinded or confused by the flesh?  Emotions, flesh and blood cannot fight spiritual wickedness.   Resting on the battlefield will get you killed.   You don't rest spiritually until Yahusha Hamashia says to rest. 

  We are born flesh with a soul and a corrupted spirit.   By being born again, part of us is sacrificed with Yahusha back around April in the year 30 CE.  Just  by seeing this statement in print, we become aware that Salvation is more than just believing a myth, it's spiritual time travel.  The believers in Yahusha Hamashia are living in an unseen Kingdom of Yahusha Hamashia who is called Jesus Christ.   

  For if we have become united with Him in the likeness of His death, certainly we shall also be in the likeness of His resurrection, knowing this, that our old man was crucified with Him, in order that our body of sin might be done away with, so that we would no longer be slaves to sin;  for he who has died has been justified from sin.  Romans 6:5-7

  If our old spirit died, a new Spirit has been given us if we are born again.   Having said that, demonic attacks still happen to us.   These attacks is an attempt to keep us confused and weak spiritually.  Our Flesh blinds us with worldly chatter.

  But  let's back up and take another look.   I quote, in order that our body of sin might be done away with.  Our Soul is carried away from our dead body by our new Spirit.   When this happens, we go to Paradise to be with Yahusha Hamashia.   We then will receive a new body at the appointed time.   If your wicked old spirit takes your soul, you will be in Hell.   

   Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.  I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will be careful to do My judgments. Ezekiel 36:26-27

  A corrupted spirit with your soul having a heart of stone can be changed out with a heart of flesh in your soul and your old spirit replaced with a new Spirit.   This was written long before the New Testament was written.  

  

For this is the covenant that I will make with the House of Israel

After those days, says the Lord:

I will put My laws into their minds,

And upon their hearts I will write them.  And I will be their God,

And they shall be My people.  Hebrews 8:10

  Here we have two verses describing a change of Spirit within the Born Again Believer.  The House of Israel is not Israel today.   The Jews are the children of Israel or the House of Judah.   The Spirit of the Judaism has not changed.   When the Apostles went out to the House of Israel, there was a change in the Europeans and Africans.  

  If we were to take Hebrews 8:10 and compare it to our brain, you will find that Yahuah's Laws hasn't been written there.   They are written in the New Spirit that the Born Again has been given and in our Soul 's new heart.   

  When we are given a new heart and spirit by faith,   it's not something that is not alive.  This new heart and spirit is living and comes with a rewrite of your spiritual life.   It will be followed up by a new transfigured body.   I cannot say anything more to prove to you if the trinity of the Born Again Believer.   

  The question still remains, as believers still having a body of natural flesh, how do we operate with a new Spirit that is pure and clean?   It's not a split personality because there is no switching to other identities.  There wasn't any trauma that created the divide in personality.   It's not Dissociative because it's not disconnecting, it's connecting with peace beyond all understanding.   

  First step is to listen to your Faith in Yahusha Hamashia.  Afterwards comes justification, then sanctification, and glorification.   Remember that this process is not done by you alone.   It's not done by a Priest or Teacher in some church.   This is done by the  Holy Spirit changing out your spiritual heart and spirit.   Yahuah Elohiym really doesn't want your sin filled acting out.   He wants to preserve your soul.   You may ask why?  It's because He breathed into Adam.   Satan's plan is to destroy the Breath of Yahuah Elohiym.   

  Second, we must preserve what Yahuah Elohiym has done in you through Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.   You may never hear your New Spirit in a place between sleep and being awake, but your Faith, your Spiritual Light that makes up your Spirit is alive.    Your Trinity is Soul, Body and Spirit.   By being born again, your Spirit has been charged out for a new one.   Next your body will be transfigured.   When this happens, your soul will become healthy.    

  Third, beware of Satanic attacks.   Satan attacked your soul by having corrupted Adam and Eve.   He will lead your Spirit astray and start to attack your body.   It's like when peer pressure convinces your old Spirit drugs are okay.    These drugs will destroy your body.   If you give up and die without salvation, your soul is lost in the abyss.   Focus on the Light of Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.   

  Fourth, learn the Word of Yahuah Elohiym.   Read the Bible.   This will nourish your mind so it will be more compatible with your Born Again Spirit.   At first the Bible may be painful to a mind of flesh, but by hearing, your Faith was conceived.   By hearing, your Faith will grow.   Don't be afraid of it mental block.   By faith that too will crumble.   

  Fifth is fellowship.   The question is, do we really know what it is to fellowship in general?   How do you fellowship in a Trinity of self that we don't fully understand?

  Our Soul is full of emotions.  It is thought that that demons find energy or power from negative emotions.  If we are full of emotions being drained, how can we be aware of our Spirit that is full of peace beyond human understanding?  

  Editing note;  we must not have negative emotions in resisting Satan.   We must have peace within while we resist and be angry with what Satan does.  

  It's our Spirit that has Spiritual Armor on.   Our Flesh will suffer attacks.  The apostle Steven suffered an attack at the hands of organized religion.   Point being, Steven's soul was at peace with his Born Again Spirit and the Holy Spirit.  He was at peace with those who killed him after rebuking them and their wickedness.  

The account of the Apostle Steven.

  Now when they heard this, they became furious in their hearts, and they began gnashing their teeth at him. 

  It's interesting that these religious leaders body follows the corruption within them.  

  But being full of the Holy Spirit, he gazed intently into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God; and he said, “Behold, I see the heavens opened up and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God.”

  The Apostle Steven's eyes of flesh was opened to see into another dimension.  

  But crying out with a loud voice, they covered their ears and rushed at him with one accord.  And when they had driven him out of the city, they began stoning him; and the witnesses laid aside their garments at the feet of a young man named Saul.  They went on stoning Stephen as he was calling out and saying, 

  How can religion that appears so grand, become the sons of Hell when something Holy is in front of them?  It's no wonder Jerusalem was destroyed in 70 CE.  Yahuah stepped aside and let the Romans destroy it.  

  “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit!"  Then falling on his knees, he cried out with a loud voice, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them!” And having said this, he fell asleep.  Acts 7:54-60

  Steven was put to death for a supposed crime against their Religion.  It  was illegal under Roman Law for Jews to do so but they did anyway.  Steven forgave them and was at peace.   But, 70 CE happened anyway.  The next verse in comparison shows the hypocrisy by comparison.   

  So Pilate said to them, “Take Him yourselves, and judge Him according to your law.” The Jews said to him, “It is not lawful for us to put anyone to death,” John 18:31

  We haven't really answered the question, how do we fellowship between Soul, Body and Spirit if we become aware that we have a Trinity.  In Yahuah Elohiym's Trinity it is the Father that is dominant, but yet Yahusha and the Holy Spirit are equal.

  Let's look at rope, I quote,  "Three strands, when twisted together, create a rope that is significantly stronger than a single strand of the same diameter.  The twisting of the strands allows the rope to absorb sudden impacts and jerks, protecting equipment and reducing stress on anchor points."

  In other words, the fellowship of Soul, Body and Spirit does the same thing.  We are much stronger designed having three compared to one.   We are deceived in thinking that we are one and not three.   

  Fellowship is simply support among friends.   If a church is unfriendly, there is no fellowship there.   When we are devastated by those who steal, kill and destroy, we must let the one that brings peace beyond understanding do her job by reducing stress on the anchor points on the Word of Yahuah Elohiym.  

  

  

  

  

Sabbath Day

  I am not Seventh-day Adventists or Roman Catholic.   As a child, there was a Pilgrim Holiness church in our little village.   Later it became part of the Wesleyan Methodist Church in 1968.  I never became a member of that church or any other church.   However to this day, I never walked away from the true focus on holiness and sanctification.  

  The question is, what is the Sabbath Day using holiness and sanctification as a discernment guide?  The first verse we should look at is part of the Ten Commandments.

  Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.  Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a sabbath of Yahuah your Elohiym; in it you shall not do any work, you or your son or your daughter, your male or your female slave or your cattle or your sojourner who is within your gates.  For in six days Yahuah made the heavens and the earth, the sea and all that is in them, and rested on the seventh day; therefore Yahuah blessed the sabbath day and made it holy.  Exodus 20:8-11

  This scripture is between not taking Yahuah's name in vain and honoring your father and mother.  Honor does not say to comply to narcissistic people demanding you to be a slave to them emotionally or physically.   Honor is to value them for their service, raising you from a baby to adulthood.   This is the same thing with a church relationship.   Honor is not a church committee with a puppet pastor or a puppet priest serving a higher committee taking control over your every thought.  Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ set the example by taking the role of a servant by washing feet, including Judas Iscariot.  Taking their service without showing appreciation is thanklessness.  Judas latter betrayed Yahusha, selling Him out for four months wages.  The next verse will predict their future of the thankless fools.  

  For even though they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God or give thanks, but they became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish heart was darkened.  Romans 1:21

  The future of a thankless person is futility.  Pointless and useless actions will dominate their thoughts.   Internal struggles will lead them into emotional darkness.  They know something is missing, but they cannot find it because they refuse to be thankful for Yahuah Elohiym.  

  Back to Exodus 20:8-11.  Yahusha said the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.  We are to remember the sabbath day, and to keep it holy even though the Sabbath was made for people and their animals.   The question is, what does this all involve?  

  The talmud went to far controlling every move to the point that you couldn't help a person in need.  Healing on the Sabbath was a crime, but yet the priests would look out for their own possessions.   Using the Sabbath as political manipulation is a sin.  By overthinking the Law, they did not honor Yahuah Elohiym.  

  To keep the Sabbath Holy by tradition, and not being allowed to practice sanctification is foolishness.   To keep it Holy, it is to acknowledge the Sacredness of Salvation and Yahuah Elohiym.  It is the action of separating part of the space time Continuum, one day a week, to remember Yahuah Elohiym the creator in thanksgiving.

  Sanctification is the action of being set-apart, transformed, to engage in spiritual discipline and grow in holiness.  So we not only witness Sanctification for our body, but also the soul and Spirit.  Every week we should set apart the seventh day to honor Yahuah Elohiym and rest spiritually.  Enjoying the company of friends and family can be rest.  But  attending to their need out of compassion is greater.

  A child is given a printout to color as the child chooses.   We are given the Sabbath to color with our actions.  It may be going to church, or it may be going fishing.   But during this time spent, where are your thoughts?  They are on what you treasure.  Most people have Sabbath for the body only.  This could  be  church  or anything that may relaxe you.  But if you  can witness Sabbath for the Spirit and Soul is out of this world.   Yahuah may choose to speak to you if you can reach this place.  This could happen in a church or in a boat.  

  The question is, what day is the Sabbath? 

  In Exodus it is said the Sabbath is on the seventh day.   This hasn't changed.   So why are so many churches worship on Sunday?  Has the Holy Spirit ever spoke to you while you are in Church?  Or is the service a distraction away from the Holy Spirit?  My greatest time with the Holy Spirit was driving a car going to work.   

  But I say, walk by the Spirit and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh.  Galatians 5:16

  To walk, is to make due, to use the opportunities of it.   To walk is also to regulate and to conduct your life by.   By the Spirit is to say the breath of Yahuah Elohiym, the Holy Spirit.  To walk by the Spirit is to manage your life and use the opportunities the Holy Spirit has for you.  Notice that without the Spirit, your mind will be on the flesh.   It's okay to be conscience of the flesh if you are also in the Spirit.   This way your thoughts will not go astray, but you may find a way to service the need of others.  

  Also the Bible says repeatedly, be filled with the Holy Spirit.   To walk in the  Spirit and to have in you the Holy Spirit, this makes the situation multidimensional, beyond the third dimension.   The Holy Spirit relays information that Yahuah the Father wants you to know.  To see what He sees. To hear what  He wants you to hear.

  And do not get drunk with wine, for that is dissipation, but be filled with the Spirit, speaking to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs singing and making  melody with your heart to the Lord; Ephesians 5:18

  When more than one person is in the Holy Spirit and the Spirit in them, it takes on an atmosphere of Holiness and Sanctification.  

  Just recently I learned that learning is considered as a mental pain by the flesh.   I quote Google AI, "While learning is generally perceived as a positive and enriching experience, it can also be associated with feelings of mental discomfort or even pain, particularly when it involves challenging concepts or stressful situations. This can stem from the emotional and psychological aspects of learning, including frustration, anxiety, and even feelings of overwhelm."  

Quote ;

1.   Stress can trigger the release of stress hormones, which, while sometimes beneficial for memory consolidation, can also lead to negative emotional responses like anxiety and frustration. 

2.  The experience of learning can also be influenced by pre-existing emotional states. 

3.  Fear of failure, social comparison, and lack of confidence can contribute to negative emotional responses during learning. 

4.  Learning is inherently a cognitive process, it is also deeply intertwined with emotions and psychology. The experience of learning can trigger a range of emotional responses, both positive and negative, and these responses can influence how challenging or even painful the learning process feels. 

End quote.

  In other words, anxiety and frustration keeps a person from knowing what the Gospels are saying.  Pre-existing ideas of people in the church can bring back negative emotions just from thinking about church.  Fear of failure of not knowing what church people know prevents you from knowing the love of Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.  Changing the tightly intertwined emotions of a person can trigger a range of emotional responses not welcomed by them or you.

  The Sabbath Day should be emotional rest, not a painful experience.   We must remember that the person you wish to be saved and forgiven, is walking into a situation with only the flesh and a bundle of hidden emotions.  This is why Yahusha washed the disciples' feet as an example on how to reach people.   This is what church, the Sabbath should be about.  What if there was free daycare throughout the week?  What they call Sunday School would be functioning Monday through Friday.   But no, the Church is dead Monday through Saturday.   Sunday is a day where people come out of traditional behavior.   My experience is that they are unfortunately unfriendly.  

  What about Sunday School?

  As a child I remembered that Sunday School was a place that the lesson was interesting.  The leaders were friendly to children and teenagers.   Today my experience is that Sunday School is unstructured or over structured.   Over structured is religious doctrines, comprehensive documents outlining the Church's teachings on faith and morals. Once this is achieved,  you cannot see that  they are set apart from any other person that did not experience the training.   Under structured is a waist of time if it doesn't prepare the child or teen to be a Spiritual Warrior.   Church just wants people to fill the seat and collection plate.  

  The question is, Saturday or Sunday? 

   The Bible never said that Sabbath was changed to Sunday.   Therefore the correct day is what people call Saturday.   

  I quote, "In 321 AD, Emperor Constantine issued a decree making Sunday a day of rest throughout the Roman Empire.  This law, which he called "the venerable day of the sun, mandated that all courts, markets, and workshops be closed on Sundays.  This was in honor of the Roman Sun God, Sol Invictus.  This paved the way for Sunday to become a widely observed day of rest and worship.  Some scholars suggest that this shift was also influenced by a desire to distinguish Christianity from Judaism.  The Council of Laodicea (around 364 AD) also played a role by discouraging the observance of Sabbath (Saturday) and encouraging the observance of Sunday."

  Sol Invictus is to say unconquered Sun, established by Emperor Aurelian in 274 CE.  This Sun God was depicted as a youthful, beardless figure, often associated with a radiant crown of light.  It also blended various solar gods such as Sol Indiges and the Syrian sun god Elagabalus.  The Syrian sun god is primarily associated with the deity Hadad, also known as Baal.  The Root of Sunday worship is the worship of Baal.  December 25th honored the sun god Sol Invictus.  

  “How long? Is there anything in the hearts of the prophets who prophesy a lie, even these prophets of the deception of their own heart, who intend to make My people forget My name by their dreams which they recount to one another, just as their fathers forgot My name because of Baal? Jeremiah 23:26-27

  Europe has forgotten the Holy name of God.   They say Lord.  In ancient Semitic languages, "Baal" translates to "lord" or "owner".  It also sometimes means "husband".

  It's interesting that the Native Americans knew His name.   They called Him Yahowah.   The African slaves knew His name as written in the Song, KumbaYa. KumbaYa is to say the intervention by God.   

  Our calendar is also rooted in Baal worship.   To say Sun-day, you are saying Baal's day.  

  Moon-day, I quote, "In Carthage, Baal Hammon was the supreme god. While primarily a fertility god associated with the ram, some scholars have suggested he was also a moon god, or connected to lunar deities like Yarikh.  The Bible mentions Baal in connection with idolatry and fertility cults, often linking him to Astarte (a goddess associated with the moon and love). 

  Tuesday or Mars-day is also associated with Baal.  Besides fertility, Baal is considered a warrior god.

  Wednesday is associated with Mercury and Nabu. The prophet Isaiah mentions Nebo (Nabu) in the context of Babylonian idolatry.  

  Baal has bowed down, Nebo stoops over; Their images are on the beasts and the cattle.  The things that you carry are burdensome, A load for the weary beast.  Isaiah 46:1

  Thursday or Thor's day, the god of Thunder.   The Assyrian god of thunder is Adad, also known as Hadad or Iškur.  Hadad we saw him as the Sun God previously.   Iškur is with rain.   In other words, everything is rooted in Baal worship or weather.   

  I quote, "Thor is the son of Odin, the chief of the gods, and Jord (also known as Fjörgyn), who is a giantess and personification of the Earth. He is married to the goddess Sif."

  Point being, giants.   In other words fallen angels taking human women for the purpose of producing hybrids.   Only one third of the angels rebelled against Yahuah Elohiym.   What were they thinking, tip the scale towards Satan by procreation of hybrids?

  Friday is named after Freya, the goddess of love, beauty, and fertility. Roman mythology associates Friday with Venus, the goddess of love.   She is known as Ishtar or Ashtor, the consort of Baal.  Ishtar could be pronounced Easter.  In Jeremiah we see Ishtar cake.  

  Are you not seeing what they are doing in the cities of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem?  The children gather wood, and the fathers make the fire burn, and the women knead dough to make cakes for the queen of heaven; and they pour out drink offerings to other gods in order to provoke Me.  Do they provoke Me?” declares Yahuah. “Is it not themselves they provoke to the shame of their own face?” Therefore thus says Lord Yahuah, “Behold, My anger and My wrath will be poured out on this place, on man and on beast and on the trees of the field and on the fruit of the ground; and it will burn and not be quenched.” Jeremiah 7:17-20

  Today we buy Easter candy. 

  I quote, "As the fertility goddess, Ishtar was often associated with eggs, which were seen as a symbol of new life and rebirth. In ancient times, people would decorate eggs in honour of Ishtar and give them as gifts to one another during the spring equinox, which marked the beginning of the agricultural season."

  Saturday is Saturn's day.  It was the Romans in the second century that was responsible for naming the seventh day.  The Assyrians referred to Saturn as the "Star of Ninib".  Ancient texts from Assyria and Babylon also equated Saturn with the Sun God Shamash.  He is associated with justice and divine law.   Also he was thought to see everything that happened in the world every day, and was therefore responsible for justice.  Considered a divine judge, he was associated with the underworld what  would be called Hell by Christians.  Additionally, he was thought to work along side the weather God who would be Baal.   

  Antichrist and the False Prophet could be the embodiment of Shamash and Baal.     

  And unless those days had been cut short, no life would have been saved; but for the sake of the elect those days will be cut short.  Then if anyone says to you, ‘Behold, here is the Christ,’ or ‘There He is,’ do not believe him.  For false christs and false prophets will arise and will show great signs and wonders, so as to deceive, if possible, even the elect.  Matthew 24:22-24

  

  

  

Psalm 22

Psalm 22 LSB version 

Why Have You Forsaken Me?

  For the choir director. According to Aijeleth Hashshahar. A Psalm of David. 

  My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?  Far from my salvation are the words of my groaning.  O my God, I call by day, but You do not answer;  And by night, but I have no rest.  Yet You are holy, Enthroned upon the praises of Israel.  In You our fathers trusted; 

 ( This is a future echo of Yahusha Hamashia on the Mount of Olives and on the cross. )

  They trusted and You rescued them.  To You they cried out and were granted escape; In You they trusted and were not disappointed.  But I am a worm and not a man, A reproach of men and despised by the people.  All who see me mock me; They smack their lip, they wag their head, saying, “Commit yourself to Yahuah; let Him rescue him; Let Him deliver him, because He delights in him.” Yet You are He who brought me out of the womb; You made me trust when upon my mother’s breasts.  Upon You I was cast from birth; You have been my God from my mother’s womb.  Be not far from me, for distress is near; For there is none to help. 

  So far this could be a country song.  Just change up the lyrics here and there.   But it was written by King David of Israel about 1000 BCE.  But from here it has more of a prophetic message foretelling the Crucifixion of Yahusha Hamashia.  

 

  Many bulls have surrounded me; Strong bulls of Bashan have encircled me.  They open wide their mouth at me, As a lion that tears and roars.  I am poured out like water, And all my bones are out of joint; My heart is like wax; It is melted within me.  My strength is dried up like a potsherd, And my tongue cleaves to my jaws And You lay me in the dust of death.  For dogs have surrounded me; A band of evildoers has encompassed me; They pierced my hands and my feet.

  I quote, "Bashan was a region east of the Jordan River known for its rich pastures and robust cattle. The bulls of Bashan were renowned for their size and strength".  Also it is said to be the Golan Heights.  "Mount Hermon is the place where the Watcher class of fallen angels descended to Earth." 

  "Baal-Hermon is a biblical place name, likely a mountain or region near Mount Hermon, associated with the Hivites and the tribe of Manasseh. It appears in Judges 3:3 and 1 Chronicles 5:23, marking the northern and eastern borders of the Israelites' settlements." 

  "Solomon chose Hivites to be servants in his Temple in Jerusalem (1 Kings 9:20-21)."

  In other words, people who worship Baal when Yahusha Hamashia was crucified.  

  Below is aan English translation of the Septuagint that was done online.  

  They have surrounded me with calves, many bulls have surrounded me, they have opened their mouths against me like a ravening lion, and roared like water, I am poured out and scattered, all my bones are out of joint, my heart is like wax, melting within my belly. My strength has dried up like a shell, and my tongue sticks to my throat, and I am brought to the depths of death.  For many dogs surrounded me, a synagogue of evildoers surrounded me, they pierced my hands and feet.

  If Yahusha Hamashia could describe His time on the cross, this would it.  What is interesting is verse 16. 

  For many dogs surrounded me, a synagogue of evildoers surrounded me, they pierced my hands and feet.

  I quote, "In Judaism, dogs were often associated with negative connotations, such as uncleanliness and aggression, and were sometimes depicted as scavengers or even enemies in religious texts."

  Here we have a picture of unclean people filled with aggression, enemies of Judaism, in agreement with evil men who visited the synagogues regularly.  All are accused of driving nails into His hands and feet.  In other words, sacrificing the Lamb of Yahuah Elohiym during the Passover unknown to themselves.  In their mind, they were killing righteousness.  

  But Yahusha was saying, “Father, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing.” And they cast lots, dividing up His garments among themselves. Luke 23:34

  

  I count all my bones.  They look, they stare at me; They divide my garments among them, And for my clothing they cast lots.  But You, O Yahuah, be not far off; O my Strength, hasten to my help.  Deliver my soul from the sword, My only life from the power of the dog.  Save me from the mouth of the lion; From the horns of the wild oxen You have answered me.

  Once again prophecy of Psalm 22 was fulfilled as recorded by Luke.  The power of the dog would be a Roman soldier who shoved a spear into Yahusha Hamashia's side.  The mouth of a lion is Satan, the fallen Cherub.  He is described as a roaring lion seeking to devour people, highlighting his role as an adversary to believers.  Satan believed Yahusha's death was a sacrifice to him.   

  I will surely recount Your name to my brothers; In the midst of the assembly I will praise You.  You who fear Yahuah, praise Him; All you seed of Jacob, glorify Him, And stand in awe of Him, all you seed of Israel.  For He has not despised and He has not abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; 

  Jacob and Israel are two names the father of the 12 Tribes of Israel.   In this verse, it is symbolic for two different types of people.  The seed of Jacob includes the people who fly the Union Jack Flag.  However in 1908 they dropped the name Jacob.  What is interesting is that the UK started it's decline about that same time.  It was followed by loosing their colonies.  40 years after 1908, the UK abandoned Israel, leaving the Jews to fight the Muslims alone.  But this doesn't delete the fact of their Hebrew ancestry.  The name of Israel is to say those who walk with Yahusha Hamashia.   Just because Christians are affiliated, it doesn't say they were rejected by Yahusha.  

  And He has not hidden His face from him; But when he cried to Him for help, He heard.  Of You is my praise in the great assembly; I shall pay my vows before those who fear Him.  The afflicted will eat and be satisfied;

  This is now.   Yahusha is loved or hated all over the world.  I cannot interpret the meaning because of the multiple dimension of this prophecy.   We do know if we cry out for Yahusha's help, He will be there in Spirit.   He will calm the problem or He will calm you.   Our vows and praise may be on Earth or Heaven.   

 Those who seek Him will praise Yahuah.  May your heart live forever!  All the ends of the earth will remember and turn to Yahuah, And all the families of the nations will worship before You.  For the kingdom is Yahuah's And He rules over the nations.  

  This is a prophecy that the entire Earth will will worship Yahusha.   Antichrist will try to imitate this before it happens.   

  All the prosperous of the earth will eat and worship, All those who go down to the dust will bow before Him, Even he who cannot keep his soul alive.  Their seed will serve Him; It will be recounted about the Lord to the coming generation.  They will come and will declare His righteousness To a people who will be born, that He has done it.

  This is say that unbelievers in Hell along with the soulless will serve Yahusha.   Nations like Afghanistan, Algeria, Somalia, and Yemen, their future grandchildren will turn to Yahusha Hamashia as Lord and Savior.   

The Sin of Self Works

  The other day I was at a funeral and met people who I haven't seen for years.   After they asked how was I doing, I answered, can't complain.  Quickly he responded back, nobody would care anyway if you did complain.   The truth of the matter is, he was correct.  Later I tried to make a conversation on the good fortune my child had in life.   He walked off uninterested.  I'm giving it to Yahuah Elohiym so I can let it go.

 This is how it became more clear to  me of the sin of self works. Instead of self works, we should be focused of Yahuah Elohiym working on us and others.  How can we receive improvements from Yahuah Elohiym if we only listen to ourselves?  

  Yes I was happy for my child.  This came after years of myself being held back by that town and the churches.  I know of other people that suffered also.   So good news was just a statement of saying my family didn't need that community and churches.  This  is where I will not write a dirty laundry list of everybody's past sins and focus on on the subject Yahuah Elohiym has given me.  

1.  Increasing Anxiety and Depression

  Constantly scrutinizing, is like saying, heads I win, tails you loose.   Continually pointing out shortcomings reduces not just self esteem in others, but reduces the Spiritual Armor of Yahuah Elohiym given to all believers freely from Elohiym.  Excessive focus on perceived flaws or shortcomings and not on forgiveness and healing leads to spiritual erosion.  Without knowing about Yahuah Elohiym's Grace and forgiveness, we become the person of self works ourselves.  

2.  Damaging Fellowship 

  Damage to relationships occur regularly.   When it happens in a church, it has generational effects.   Nasty old grannies and pastors say things like, keep your ideas to yourself, at least some of us knows our parts or how can he buy a house?  They also structure sermons like an arrow directed at the one person that is not part of their inside group.   It goes without saying that their self works will cause the following generations of their victims not to attend church anywhere.   Where is the work of the Holy Spirit in the Church?   Would they recognize it if it did happen?   Victims see church as propaganda to control people.  

3.  Paralysis of the Spirit 

  Mental Paralysis is struggling to organize thoughts and focusing mental energy.  This leads to a feeling of being overwhelmed and unable to act.  The self works of others has the results of spiritual paralysis, like  a snake bite.  This is where your neighbor becomes unable to process clearly on their own.  

  Just by always pointing out the overwhelming odds that is against your neighbor and getting them to believe they always need to come to you, they believe they are stuck or frozen in their abilities to achieve in the Church.   The Truth will set you Free.   Yahusha Hamashia is the Way the Truth and the Life.   Self Works in the church is Antichrist.  There is no Father, Priest or Teacher besides Yahuah Elohiym.  

  Another way where self works enslaves people is by decision overload.   By pointing out your neighbor is not worthy to make decisions and to overload them with decisions, your neighbor will be enslaved and depend on the church click to have a decision made for them.  

  By teaching your neighbor to fear failure, then set them up for failure, the overwhelming stimuli of failure will trigger spiritual paralysis. 

  When you see your church neighbor having difficulty focusing, speaking, or withdrawing in church functions and they depend on you, you are probably making them an emotional slave to you.  Chances are, you are going to Hell.   Your father is Satan and you are a viper. 

 

   And in the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness, for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words; and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. Romans 8:26-27. 

  In other words, there is no reason why others need to be a master over other people and  lead them around like spiritual slaves within the church. A church leader needs to serve others in a way like Yahusha Hamashia washed the feet of His Disciples.  This is to say if your neighbor has a need like a branch of a tree removed,  when you have the ability to remove it, do so.   It also is saying be silent when your neighbor is trying to express something.   Don't just shut them down with sick humiliation and point out the fact, that will cost you.

  

  4.  Building Hazards

  Self works is to say avoiding your neighbor's distress.  It's getting them to beg for help and then you give a candy coated nothing in return.  You should be seeing your neighbor's distress and humbling yourself if needed to heal them or wait with them until healing comes.  

  Manipulating, controlling and empty religious practices are Spiritual abusive behavior.  

  Avoiding your neighbor's painful emotions, unresolved trauma, or their difficult life situations leads to your neighbor's superficial understanding of Yahuah Elohiym.   Your self works sends your neighbor to Hell.  Do you think Yahuah Elohiym will let you into Heaven when you yourself prevented others from entering Heaven?  All spiritual Vipers go to Hell.  

Keeping them Foolish 

  Your  neighbor's lack of knowledge, you tricking them, or promoting their feelings over real facts, your neighbor will  start to promote your self works.  In your mind it might be a noble thing.   But what you are doing could be illegal or unrighteous.  This could lead to a decline in your neighbor's or your love for God.  Or it could  extinguish your spiritual fire.  It can be a sign of spiritual danger, as it may indicate a weakening in faith or an increased susceptibility to distractions.  Worldly distractions is what the devil, and one's own sin nature can use to pull you away from God and spiritual growth. These influences can lead to neglecting spiritual practices, prioritizing worldly pleasures, and becoming vulnerable to deception. 

Roots of Self Wiorks

1 John 2:15-29

  Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.  For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world.

  Self Works is of the world.   Self Works might appear as godly works but it is full of corruption on the inside.  If you love your works over the Work of Elohiym and it is filled with boastful pride in the image of righteousness, it is not of Yahuah Elohiym.  It is only a mock up of righteousness.  

  And the world is passing away, and also its lusts, but the one who does the will of God abides forever.  Children, it is the last hour; and just as you heard that antichrist is coming, even now many antichrists have appeared. From this we know that it is the last hour.

  The Apostle John may have been exiled on the island of Patmos when he wrote down 1st John.   Being out of the drama of the world, his mind could see the world more clearly.  The question is, who was the Antichrist in 90 CE?

  Emperor Domitian nominated himself as perpetual censor and used religious, military, and cultural propaganda to foster a cult of personality around himself. He is described as ruthless.  He was at sharp odds with the Senate whose powers he drastically curtailed.  We know that history is repeated because Satan wants to have this type of leader and his self works ruler over a one world government.  Or it could be a powerful leader in the church that is Antichrist.  

  They went out from us, but they were not really of us; for if they were of us, they would have remained with us; but they went out, so that it would be manifested that they all are not of us.  But you have an anointing from the Holy One, and you all know.

  All through history the church has had many divisions do to corruption or purification.   But it is the church that has been anointed by the Holy Spirit that is the True Assembly of Yahusha Hamashia.   The question is, how can we recognize this Anointing?  If we are anointed by the Holy Spirit, we will start to act like and show what the Holy Spirit is.   We will produce the Fruit of the Holy Spirit also.   Self Works is not fruit of the Spirit.   

  The Spirit of Yahuah will rest on Him,

The spirit of Wisdom and Understanding, The spirit of Counsel and Might, The spirit of Knowledge and the Fear of Yahuah. Isaiah 11:2

  These are the seven Spirits of the Holy Spirit.   Next us the fruit of the Spirit.

  But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such things there is no law.  Galatians 5:22-23

  In Self Works, all these things are not apart of your life.

   I have not written to you because you do not know the truth, but because you do know it, and because no lie is of the truth.  Who is the liar but the one who denies that Jesus is the Christ?  This is the antichrist, the one who denies the Father and the Son. 

  If there is deception in what you believe or doing, it is self works.  If Yahusha is not part of your life, it is self works.   If your life is all about your self works, your father is Satan.  Yahusha said , pay onto Caesar what is Caesar's and to Elohiym what is Elohiym's.   In other words, yes go about your life, but also have eternal Life in Yahusha Hamashia.  Use discernment to manage them correctly.  

  Everyone who denies the Son does not have the Father; the one who confesses the Son has the Father also.  As for you, let that which you heard from the beginning abide in you.  If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, you also will abide in the Son and in the Father.

  Unbelievers don't understand abiding in Elohiym and Elohiym in them.   From a scientific point of view, your  consciousness in your body is occupied by  Elohiym at the same time.   But it goes farther than that.   It's also the unseen Spirit abides together with the Spirit of Yahuah Elohiym.  This is the connection to communicate with Yahuah Elohiym in Heaven. 

  And this is the promise which He Himself made to us: eternal Life. These things I have written to you about those who are trying to deceive you.  And as for you, the anointing whom you received from Him abides in you, and you have no need for anyone to teach you.  But as His anointing teaches you about all things, and is true and is not a lie, and just as He has taught you, abide in Him.  And now, little children, abide in Him, so that when He is manifested, we may have confidence and not shrink away from Him in shame at His coming.  If you know that He is righteous, you know that everyone also who does righteousness has been born of Him.

  Having heard Yahuah Elohiym's voice and Word, I don't shrink away from other people speaking about Yahuah Elohiym.   I do shrink away from people who are full of their selves.  At times they passed through three different things they talk about before there is an opening to say something.   Then it's like your thoughts are outdated or unwanted.   By abiding in the same Elohiym, Yahuah Elohiym is the regulator of the conversation. 

  As I was editing this blog, a thought came to me.  Unbelievers never witnessed Yahuah Elohiym manifest Himself Spiritually to them.  They simply don't understand.    The closer we become to Him, we receive a better clearer experience of Him.   

Groomed to fulfill dead people's Self Works 

  I quote, ""Psychological grooming is a manipulative process in which an abuser builds a relationship with someone, often a child, young person or vulnerable adult, to gain their trust and compliance in preparation for abuse or exploitation. The abuser aims to establish control and secrecy to prevent the victim from disclosing the abuse."

  This quote would be going to far from what I am referring to.   What I am referring to is just short of that where no crime is committed.  It would be still a manipulative process.  Instead of an abuser, it would be more of a  manipulation.  The lines between family or church traditions and psychological enslavement are blurred.  The steps would be similar to Stockholm Syndrome.   They are, fear and anxiety, feeling powerless, fulfilling the manipulator's desire, false justification of the manipulator and turning all negativity towards yourself.  We must use discernment between false justification of the manipulator and honoring leadership that is above us.   

  Then there is also the reverse of  psychological enslavement that is psychological lawlessness.  This ends up in chaos.  It disrupts the social order of a relationship and can negatively impact various aspects of life.  At times psychological enslavement and psychological lawlessness happens simultaneously.  That would be the Spirit of Antichrist. 

  This would be the backstory of the problem.  A simple illustration would be when a parent died, you still find yourself directing punishment towards yourself and humanizing the memories of the parent that passed away.   But yet there are memories of them rejecting you in favor of someone else.  If you then continue in their socal method, you are then keeping alive some ancestor's Self Works upon yourself.  To break the cycle, you must find forgiveness and change through Yahusha Hamashia called Jesus Christ.

  Then there is the reverse of Yahusha Hamashia.  This is called Antichrist.  The beginning of Antichrist is the fallen Cherub Heylel BenSahar.  It is his Self Works that caused the dysfunction and the distraction in social relationships today.  Greed causes anger, anger causes death.  All of Society today is groomed to steal, kill and destroy and yet humanize the people that are guilty of causing it.   But then if you dehumanize the guilty, that too would be stealing, killing and destroying 

  This isn't a call to abandon your's or your parent's hopes and dreams for you.   A good parent would be happy that their child prospered in life, even if it involved moving away.   When Self Works becomes your God, it will lead you to dysfunction in some way.   Believing in Yahusha Hamashia, this will give you a way to understand the unseen and understand the unknown.   

  

  

Ezekiel 38

  And the word of Yahuah came to me saying, “Son of man, set your face toward Gog of the land of Magog, the chief prince of Meshech and Tubal, and prophesy against him and say,

  Ezekiel 38 was written about 580 bce.  The Kingdom of Judah had already died along with the royal line of David from father to son..  However Yahuah's promise of always having a King was still true through King Zedekiah's daughter becoming High Queen over the Lost tribes of Israel in Ireland.  She  married into another royal line of David.  Therefore Ezekiel 38 is not prophecy for Judah before the current era,  it's still prophecy today.  Gog of the land of Magog is Turkey today because it said land of Magog.   Russian territory is not the land of Magog.  Gog was a descendant of Reuben of the tribes of Israel.  Chief prince is to say, head of state or President.   This would be the head of state over Meshech and Tubal.   The question is, where are these locations on a map? Both these locations are in Turkey today.  

 ‘Thus says Lord Yahuah, “Behold, I am against you, O Gog, chief prince of Meshech and Tubal.  I will turn you about and put hooks into your jaws, and I will bring you out, and all your military force, horses and horsemen, all of them magnificently dressed, a great assembly with large shield and shield, all of them wielding swords;

  This only focuses on Turkey.  To turn about is for Turkey to pull back or pushed back.   But then to have been hooked into sending out their military is seen as something they have no choice in the  matter of a future war.  Having translated original language online,  it will be both a defensive and offensive war, probably in winter.  

  Persia, Ethiopia, and Phut with them, all of them with shield and helmet;

  Persia is Iran, Ethiopia and Phut are Muslim countries in Northeast Africa.  Phut is Libya.    What is interesting is that Lib in Hebrew is heart.   Yahusha is the name of God.  Libya could be seen as the heart of God.   In other words, Libya and Ethiopia have Israelite ancestry.  

  Gomer with all its troops; Beth-togarmah from the remote parts of the north with all its troops—many peoples with you.

  Gomer is the name of Noah's grandson, a son of Japheth, and father of Ashkenaz, Riphath, and Togarmah.  By saying Beth-Togarmar is to say daughter of Togarmar.  It seemingly pulls in Eastern Europe and it's Jewish influence.   

  

  “Be prepared, and prepare yourself, you and all your assembly that are assembled about you, and be a guard for them.  After many days you will be mustered; in the last years you will come into the land that is restored from the sword, whose inhabitants have been gathered from many peoples to the mountains of Israel which had been a continual waste; 

  Turkey will lead an assembly of nations into Israel.   There will be a war and then restoration before the invasion.  The people of Israel will have come from many nations living in an area that vhad been wasteland.  

but its people were brought out from the peoples, and they are living securely, all of them.  And you will go up; you will come like a storm; you will be like a cloud covering the land, you and all your troops and many peoples with you.”

  It's interesting how this event is described as a cloud.   Fighter jets, helicopters and drones would appear like a cloud.  Then come the troops from a coalition of nations.  

  ‘Thus says Lord Yahuah, “It will be in that day, that thoughts will come into your heart, and you will devise an evil plan, and you will say, ‘I will go up against the land of unwalled villages. I will go against those who dwell quietly, that live securely, all of them living without walls and having no bars or gates, to capture spoil and to seize plunder, to turn your hand against the waste places, which are now inhabited, and against the people who are gathered from the nations, who have acquired cattle and property, who live at the center of the world.’

  The center of the world is Jerusalem.  Israel is where Africa, Asia and Europe all come together.  It's geographical location would be the prime location to control and tax world trade.   

  Sheba and Dedan and the merchants of Tarshish with all its young lions will say to you,

  Sheba and Dedan is Saudi Arabia.  Tarshish is considered to be the western Mediterranean area.  By saying with all the young Lions, it would make Tarshish the United Kingdom including the USA with it's coalition.  Saudi Arabia has the city of Neom in the southwest part of its territory, any threat to that and Israel would be world war.  

 ‘Have you come to capture spoil? Have you assembled your assembly to seize plunder, to carry away silver and gold, to take away cattle and goods, to capture great spoil?

  It's as if the eastern Roman empire is at war with the western Roman empire with the exception of Saudi Arabia and Israel.  However Israel will have a false Messiah, an Assyrian Antichrist over them

  “Therefore prophesy, son of man, and say to Gog, ‘Thus says Lord Yahuah, “On that day when My people Israel are living securely, will you not know it?  You will come from your place out of the remote parts of the north, you and numerous peoples with you, all of them riding on horses, a great assembly and a numerous military force; and you will come up against My people Israel like a cloud to cover the land.

   North of Israel are the Black Sea Nations.  We must wait until what happens between Russia and the Ukraine war.   What if a East European Union was formed?   The EU today would be downsized into a West European Union.  The Eastern Union might hold part of Russia, we don't know.   What we do know Moscow is not directly North of Jerusalem.   Kiev Ukraine is.  Poland and the Ukraine are the same ethnic group.  

  It will be in the last days that I will bring you against My land so that the nations may know Me when I prove Myself holy through you before their eyes, O Gog.”  ‘Thus says Lord Yahuah, “Are you the one of whom I spoke in former days by the hand of My slaves the prophets of Israel, who prophesied in those days for many years that I would bring you against them?  And it will be in that day, when Gog comes against the land of Israel,” declares Lord Yahuah, “that My wrath will mount up in My anger.  In My zeal and in My blazing fury I have spoken that on that day there will surely be a great earthquake in the land of Israel.

  The question is, what is the relationship between Turkey and Israel today?  Traditionally relationship between them has been complicated.   Currently it has been bad because of the Gaza Strip.   All it would take is a few words to cause a war and fulfill prophecy.  Bergama, Turkey is the seat of Satan mentioned in Revelation 2:13 by the name of Pergamon.   The leader of Turkey when this happens will probably be possessed by Satan.  

  And the fish of the sea, the birds of the sky, the beasts of the field, all the creeping things that creep on the ground, and all the men who are on the face of the earth will quake at My presence; the mountains also will be pulled down, the steep pathways will fall, and every wall will fall to the earth.  And I will call for a sword against him on all My mountains,” declares Lord Yahuah. “Every man’s sword will be against his brother.  With pestilence and with blood I will enter into judgment with him; and I will rain on him and on his troops, and on the numerous peoples who are with him, a torrential rain, with hailstones, fire, and brimstone. And I will magnify Myself, I will manifest Myself as holy, and I will make Myself known in the sight of many nations; and they will know that I am Yahuah.”

  There is nothing to be said to explain these verses any better.